It was my thirty-second birthday, and my closest friend, Mara, gave me a peculiar gift wrapped in brown paper. Inside was a handcrafted dreamcatcher, its webbing an intricate spiral of crimson thread, adorned with small, iridescent beads that seemed to shift colors in the light. I had no idea of its supposed purpose, only that it looked beautiful. My cat, Jasper, was immediately fascinated, batting at the dangling feathers as I held it. I let him play with it for a while, watching his paws miss the strands, before I hung it above my bed, thinking it would add a touch of whimsy to my otherwise plain room. That night, I dismissed the strange, electric jolts I felt as I slept, a sudden pull at my ankles that made me jerk awake with a gasp. I chalked it up to a muscle spasm and drifted back to sleep, the dreamcatcher swaying slightly in the cold air from the window.
A few days later, I left for a long weekend trip to the mountains. When I returned, exhausted and craving the comfort of my own bed, I barely noticed the dreamcatcher. But that night, the odd sensations returned with a vengeance. I was jolted awake repeatedly, each time feeling a hand clamp around my wrist, my ankle, my shoulder, as if someone was urgently trying to shake me from sleep. I heard whispers, too faint to make out, and a pervasive sense of being watched. I tried to ignore it, convincing myself it was just stress, but then a clear, female voice cut through the darkness: ‘See me.’ A chill raced down my spine. I switched on the lamp, but the room was empty. I lay back down, praying for a peaceful night, but the moment I closed my eyes, I felt something seize my ankles and yank them upward with tremendous force, so violent that my entire body lifted off the mattress, the covers twisted around me. I gasped, scrambling to sit up.
The pressure on my chest intensified, as if an invisible weight was pinning me down. I couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe. My eyes darted around the room, and then I saw it. The dreamcatcher was not above my bed. It was on the floor, and its web was torn, the crimson strands frayed and broken. In the center of the broken web, there was a small, dark hole, and from that hole, a thin wisp of smoke rose, coalescing into a hazy silhouette of a woman. Her eyes were hollow, her mouth open in a silent scream. I tried to call out, but no sound came. The pressure increased, and my vision started to blur.
In a final, desperate surge of adrenaline, I managed to fling my arm out and knock the dreamcatcher further away. The moment it touched the corner of my dresser, a sharp crack echoed, and the pressure vanished. I collapsed onto the bed, panting. When I finally gathered the courage to look, the dreamcatcher lay in splinters on the floor, its wooden hoop cracked in two, the beads scattered. The air felt clean again. I never spoke of it to anyone, but from that night on, I had a recurring nightmare. In it, I am walking through a field of tall, grey grass under a pale sky, and I see a loom, an ancient wooden frame, its threads vibrating. A slender hand is weaving a pattern, and as the hand moves, I realize the threads are not yarn but strands of my own hair, and the pattern is a face—my face—with the mouth stitched shut. I always wake up just before the hand finishes the last thread, and I find that my hair has been mysteriously braided into a strange pattern during the night. I have cut my hair short since, and I keep the fragments of the dreamcatcher locked in a box at the bottom of my closet. But sometimes, when the wind is just right, I hear a faint whisper: ‘See me.’ And I know the loom is not finished with me yet.