In the autumn of 1976, I was fifteen, living in a cramped two-bedroom flat on the third floor of a peeling Victorian in the Hilltop district of a midsized city in the Pacific Northwest. Rain was a constant, a gray curtain that blurred the windows and soaked the streets. My mother worked double shifts at the cannery, my sister was off at community college, and my brother had a habit of vanishing for nights at a time. I was left alone with my books and a growing fascination with the paranormal, fueled by borrowed library tomes and late-night AM radio shows.
One such night, after a dinner of canned soup and crackers, I retired to my room. The room was small, with a slanted ceiling and a single window that looked out onto a fire escape and a brick wall. I lay down on my narrow bed, the springs creaking, and turned off the bedside lamp. The only light came from the flickering neon sign of the laundromat across the street, casting an orange glow through the blinds. I fell asleep almost instantly, exhausted from a day of school and chores.
I don’t know how long I slept, but I was yanked into consciousness by a sound—a low hum, like a generator straining. My eyes snapped open, and my heart hammered against my ribs. I was frozen, paralyzed, my limbs heavy as lead. The air in the room was thick, electric, and I felt a pressure building in my ears. Then, at the foot of my bed, two figures materialized from the static that seemed to shimmer in the corner of my vision.
They were old men, ancient beyond measure. Their hair and beards were long and white, like spun silver, hanging past their chests. One wore a robe of deepest black, the hood pulled up, casting his face in shadow, but his eyes glowed with a cold, pale light. Around his neck hung a heavy amulet of polished obsidian, etched with symbols that seemed to writhe. The other wore a robe that defied description—a shifting, iridescent fabric that seemed to be woven from all colors at once, reflecting the neon light in a hypnotic dance. His amulet was a disk of mother-of-pearl, iridescent and ever-changing, like a living opal.
I couldn’t move a muscle. My breath came in short, ragged gasps. They stood there, silent, staring at me with an intense, unblinking gaze. I felt a wave of terror wash over me, but beneath it, a strange calm. I knew they meant me no harm, but their presence was overwhelming, ancient, and alien. I sensed they were on the cusp of communicating something of immense importance, something that would change my understanding of the world forever.
Minutes stretched into an eternity. The hum grew louder, and the room seemed to tilt. The old man in the black robe raised a bony hand, his index finger extended, pointing at my forehead. I felt a pressure on my third eye, a burning cold that pulsed. The other man tilted his head, and his lips moved without sound, forming words I could not hear but somehow felt in my bones. The phrase ‘the loom is broken’ echoed in my mind, though no voice spoke it.
Then, as suddenly as they had appeared, they began to fade, dissolving into the static that had birthed them. The hum receded, and the pressure lifted. I could move again, but I lay there, drenched in sweat, shaking. The room was dark and silent, the only sound the drip of rain on the window. I didn’t sleep the rest of the night. I sat up, the pillow clutched to my chest, replaying the moment over and over.
In the following years, I tried to make sense of it. Was it sleep paralysis, a hallucination, a dream? I researched everything I could find, from psychology to esoteric religions. But nothing fit. The image of those two men, their amulets, the strange words—they never left me. I started to notice odd coincidences: electrical surges at key moments in my life, a sudden interest in weaving and textiles, dreams of threads snapping and being re-knotted. I became a weaver, a craft I still practice today. And whenever I find a flaw in the fabric, a misaligned thread, I feel that hum, that pressure, and I wonder if they are still watching, waiting for me to understand the message they never fully delivered.
I’ve told only a few people, and they all dismissed it as a teenage nightmare. But the memory is as vivid as if it happened last night. It was not a ghost, not a demon, not an angel. It was something else, something from a dimension just adjacent to ours, peering in for a moment. And in that moment, they saw me, and they marked me. I don’t know if they were good or evil, but I know they were real, as real as the rain on my face. And I know they will return, when I am ready, to finish what they started. Until then, I keep weaving, waiting for the pattern to show itself.
Now, forty years later, I still feel a chill when I see a loom, or hear a low hum at night. And sometimes, in the corner of my eye, I catch a shimmer, a static-like distortion, and I think they are there, just out of phase, observing my progress. I am not afraid anymore. I am waiting.