The apartment complex on Maple Street was old, with creaking floorboards and a persistent smell of damp wood. My cousin Lena had invited four of us—Marcus, Tia, Joel, and me—to spend the Christmas holidays in her third-floor flat. Lena was known for her menagerie: two dogs, three cats, a tank of neon tetras, a hermit crab, a leopard gecko, and a large green iguana named Gus. The place was a miniature zoo, alive with sounds and smells.
On the first evening, after a hearty dinner of roasted chicken and mashed potatoes, we settled into the living room, surrounded by cages and terrariums. The Christmas tree blinked in the corner, its lights reflecting in Gus’s terrarium. Lena, with a serious tone that cut through our chatter, gave us a peculiar warning. ‘At night, between 11 PM and 4:30 AM, if you happen to see Gus looking towards the kitchen, do not look up. You’ll regret it.’ We laughed it off, thinking it was her usual eccentric humor. ‘Sure, Lena,’ Marcus said, patting her shoulder. ‘We’ll beware of the lizard’s gaze.’ We arranged our mattresses on the floor, side by side, and drifted off to a restless sleep.
The first night passed uneventfully. I woke once to the sound of a cat yowling, but it was just a squabble over a toy. The next day was filled with gift-wrapping and baking. But as night fell again, a strange unease settled over me. At around midnight, I got up to get a glass of water. The hallway was dim, lit only by the glow of the tree. Passing the living room, I noticed Gus, who was usually dormant, pressed against the glass of his terrarium, his emerald scales reflecting the multicolored lights. He was staring, unblinking, towards the kitchen door. A chill ran down my spine. I remembered Lena’s warning. But curiosity got the better of me, and I paused, my eyes tracing the direction of Gus’s gaze.
For a moment, nothing. Then I saw it—a faint, almost imperceptible distortion in the air near the ceiling, like heat rising from asphalt. It seemed to shimmer, and then it grew, taking on a vague, humanoid shape. I felt a primal fear grip me. The shape began to solidify, and I could make out a gaunt face with hollow eyes, its jaw slack. It hovered, silent, watching me. My breath caught in my throat. I tore my gaze away, remembered Lena’s words, and rushed back to my mattress, pulling the covers over my head. I didn’t sleep the rest of the night.
The next day, I confronted Lena. ‘What is that thing in your kitchen?’ I asked, my voice shaky. Lena looked at me with a mix of pity and understanding. ‘I’ve seen it too. It’s been here since I moved in. It’s a watcher, a remnant. It feeds on fear, but only if you acknowledge it directly. The pets—especially Gus—they sense it long before we do. They keep it at bay somehow. But if you look up at it, it locks onto you.’ I was terrified. ‘Why didn’t you tell us before we came?’ Lena sighed. ‘I thought if I warned you, you’d be more likely to look. I hoped it would just stay away.’
That night, before bed, I told the others about what I saw. They were skeptical but agreed to respect the warning. We all lay in the dark, unable to sleep. The clock ticked past 11 PM. I could hear the dogs whimpering softly, and the cats were unusually quiet. I glanced at the living room from the corner of my eye. Gus was at the glass again, staring at the kitchen. I squeezed my eyes shut, focusing on my breathing. Then I heard a soft, wet sound, like something sliding across the floor. I couldn’t resist—I opened my eyes and looked towards the kitchen without raising my head.
There, in the doorway, stood a figure. It was tall, gaunt, with pale, stretched skin. Its eyes were empty pits. It moved with a jerky, unnatural grace, its head tilted. It seemed to be scanning the room, and then its gaze fell upon me. I felt a coldness seep into my bones, and a voice, not audible but inside my mind, whispered, ‘You looked.’ I wanted to scream, but my voice was gone. The figure took a step towards me, then another. I could see its fingers, long and thin, reaching out. Just as it was about to touch me, a blur of green shot out from the terrarium—Gus, who had somehow escaped his cage. He lunged at the figure, his jaws open. The figure recoiled, hissing, and dissolved into a wisp of smoke.
The next morning, we found Gus back in his terrarium, perched on his branch, looking satisfied. The kitchen felt ordinary again. Lena examined him and found a small scratch on his tail. ‘He’s always protecting us,’ she said, stroking his head. ‘He’s the reason it hasn’t taken over.’ We left the apartment after that, our holiday cut short, but we were grateful to be alive. Back at home, I couldn’t shake the image of that thing, or the memory of Gus’s bravery. I adopted a green iguana of my own, a small one. I named him Gus Jr. He sits in his terrarium, and sometimes, in the dead of night, I catch him staring at a corner of my room, and I don’t look. I never look.