I first noticed it on a Tuesday afternoon, three days into our visit. My aunt had insisted we stay at her old farmhouse in the French countryside, and though it was charming, with its exposed beams and stone walls, there was an odd stillness to it that I couldn’t shake. The house had been in our family for generations, and my great-grandmother had passed away there when I was ten. I didn’t remember much about her, except that she always smelled of lavender soap.
I was lying on the bed in the room she used to occupy, a small space with a window overlooking the overgrown garden. The afternoon sun filtered through the lace curtains, casting patterned shadows on the walls. I was dozing, half-awake, when I felt a faint brush of air against my cheek, like someone had exhaled softly. Then, unmistakably, the scent of lavender filled the room. It was so strong, so concentrated, that it was almost suffocating. I sat up, my heart pounding, and looked around. The room was empty. The windows were closed tight.
I tried to rationalize it. Maybe there was a lavender sachet in the bedding? I stripped the pillowcases and sheets, but found nothing. The scent lingered for a few more minutes, then faded as quickly as it had come, leaving behind only a trace of dust. I didn’t tell my aunt, thinking she’d laugh at me. But that night, as I lay in the dark, I heard a faint sound from the room across the hall, like a chair being dragged across the floor. I froze, listening. Then, again, that lavender smell, stronger than before, wafting under the door.
I told my cousin Marie the next morning. She’s older, twenty-one, and has always been into the paranormal. She didn’t laugh. Instead, her face went pale, and she whispered, ‘Grand-mère used to say that her grandmother haunted this place. She said the scent meant she was keeping watch.’ I shivered at her words. We decided to investigate the room, hoping to find some explanation. We searched every corner, every drawer, but all we found were old photographs and a tarnished brooch that my great-great-grandmother supposedly wore.
That evening, as I was about to go to bed, I felt a sudden cold spot in the hallway, right outside the room. The temperature dropped so abruptly that my breath misted. And then, I heard a soft humming, an old lullaby that my mother used to sing. The lavender smell returned, now mixed with something else, something like wet earth and decay. I stumbled back into my room and locked the door, but the humming grew louder, and the scent intensified until I felt like I was drowning in it. I buried my face in the pillow, trying to block it out, but it seeped through the fabric.
I don’t remember falling asleep, but I woke up at dawn, lying in the center of the floor, cold and stiff. The room was infused with that awful lavender-scented decay, and on the nightstand, beside me, lay the tarnished brooch. It hadn’t been there before. My hands trembling, I picked it up. There was a tiny, engraved inscription on the back: ‘Regarde toujours derrière toi.’ Look always behind you.
Since then, I’ve never been able to enter that room again. But the scent follows me. Sometimes, in my apartment, hundreds of miles away, I’ll catch a whiff of lavender and a chill runs down my spine. Last week, I was looking in the mirror, combing my hair, when I saw a shadowy figure behind me, reflected for just a second. And I swear, I heard a soft, familiar humming. I still don’t know what haunts that house, or what that brooch wants, but I’ve learned to always, always check over my shoulder. Because sometimes, the past isn’t just a memory. It’s a presence. And it’s patient.