I was twenty-two when I moved into a flat off Carter Road, in a neighborhood that felt too new for its own good. The building was called Sea Breeze, a name that promised more than the salty wind that carried the smell of diesel and fried fish. My first evening there, I went out to meet a few acquaintances at a café that was popular among the city’s late-night crowd. We talked, we laughed, we drank overpriced coffee that tasted like burnt sugar, and by the time we dispersed, the clock on the wall showed half-past ten, and the streets had begun to shed their daytime pretense.
I rode my bike along the promenade, not in a hurry, because that stretch of road always had a strange pull on me. The streetlights flickered in that way they do before they die, and the waves below the wall were just dark murmurs. I passed a few joggers, a couple on a bench, and then, ahead, I saw a woman standing by a lamppost, her head tilted as if listening to something only she could hear. She was dressed in a saree, the kind older women wear, with a silver border that caught the light. I thought she might be waiting for a taxi, but there were no taxis, only the empty road and the sea.
As I neared her, she turned her face, and I saw that she was not old, but her eyes were ancient. They had a film over them, like a fading photograph, and she smiled at me. It was not a smile of greeting, but of recognition. I felt a cold knot form in my stomach, and I slowed, not because I wanted to, but because something in that smile commanded it. She said, ‘You’re the first one to stop,’ and her voice was soft, like the breeze that comes before a storm.
I should have driven on, but instead I asked, ‘Are you okay?’ She nodded and pointed to a narrow lane that branched off from the main road, a path I’d never noticed before. It was dark, lined with old trees that leaned in like eavesdroppers. ‘I need to get home,’ she said, ‘but my ride left without me.’ I offered her a lift, because that was what you did in those days, and she accepted without hesitation. She climbed onto the back of my bike, and I felt a chill run through me, not of cold, but of something else.
As we entered the lane, the world seemed to change. The streetlights disappeared, and the only light came from the moon, which hung low and yellow. The houses here were older, some with crumbling facades and iron gates that had rusted into strange shapes. I asked her where exactly she lived, and she said, ‘Keep going until you see a blue door.’ We passed a row of houses, their windows dark, and I began to wonder if I was dreaming. The lane seemed to go on far longer than it should, and the air grew cooler, carrying a smell of old wood and damp.
Then I saw the blue door. It was a bright, impossible blue, like a piece of the sky had fallen and gotten stuck between the bricks. The bike stopped of its own accord, and she got off. She turned to me, and for the first time, I saw fear in her eyes. ‘Thank you,’ she said, ‘but you must not mention this to anyone. They don’t like it.’ I nodded, not fully understanding, and she walked to the door, which opened before she touched it. Inside, there was a flicker of light, and then the door closed, leaving me alone on the bike.
I sat there, trying to make sense of what had just happened. The lane looked different now, the houses older, more dilapidated. I looked back the way I had come, and the main road seemed impossibly far. My hands were trembling as I started the bike and rode back, and when I finally reached the promenade, the sky was lightening. I checked my watch: it showed 2 a.m., but the sun was rising. I was shaking, not from fear but from confusion.
The next day, I tried to find that lane, but it was gone. Where it had been, there was now a wall, high and unbroken, with a new painting of a ship on it. I asked a local shopkeeper about the blue door, and he looked at me as if I had spoken a curse. ‘There is no blue door,’ he said, and crossed himself. ‘But there are stories.’ He told me that years ago, a woman had died on that road, hit by a car that never stopped. Her family kept a vigil, lighting lamps by her photograph, but she never came back. Some said her spirit still wandered, looking for a ride home. I never spoke of it again, but sometimes, when I ride along that road at night, I slow down, and I see a woman standing by a lamppost, her head tilted as if listening. And I wonder if, one day, she might be waiting for me.