The farmhouse sat at the end of a long, rutted dirt road, a mile from the nearest neighbor. My mother, my two sisters, and I had moved there after my father’s death, to the property my great-uncle had willed to her. He’d been a recluse, a man who farmed the land alone for decades, and the place had a forgotten, hollow feel to it. The fields were overgrown with johnsongrass, and an abandoned silo loomed against the sky like a crooked finger.
We were poor, but the house was ours, and my mother worked double shifts at the cannery in town to keep us afloat. That left us kids to fend for ourselves most days, exploring the desolate acres and the crumbling outbuildings. My sisters, Lena and Ruth, were younger, and they’d often cling to me while I tried to figure out the rusted machinery or trace the faded paths through the weeds.
The silo was the center of it all. It was huge, a concrete cylinder that had been patched and repatched, and it stood watch over the farm. My great-uncle had stored grain there, but now it was empty, its bottom filled with a thick, dark sludge that smelled of rot and decay. I was warned to stay away, but of course, that only made it more alluring.
One afternoon, while searching for a lost ball, I found a small, unlocked door at the silo’s base. I pushed it open, and inside, the air was cool and damp, and the curved walls were slick with moisture. The sludge in the center was churned up, as if something had been moving in it, and there were strange scratching sounds coming from above, like a thousand tiny claws against the concrete.
I didn’t go in, but I found a metal box hidden behind a pile of old canvas. Inside were my great-uncle’s journals, written in a spidery script. The entries were mostly about farming, but one repeated phrase caught my eye: ‘The Rusted God must be fed.’ There were also diagrams, strange symbols, and dates that aligned with our birthdays.
I brought the journals back to the house, and that night, I read them by flashlight. My great-uncle believed that the silo was not for grain, but for an entity he called the Rusted God, a thing that lived in the soil and demanded tribute. He wrote of a bargain he’d struck, sacrificing something he loved for the farm’s fertility, but he’d grown weary, and he warned that the God would soon claim another.
I dismissed it as the ravings of a lonely old man, but the next morning, my mother found a dead calf in the barn, its throat torn open, though there were no predators around. The scratches on the walls, however, matched the sound I’d heard in the silo. That night, I heard the scratching again, but this time it was coming from under the house.
I woke to find Lena standing at the window, her face pressed against the glass, staring out at the silo. She was whispering something, over and over, a word I couldn’t understand. When I turned her around, her eyes were milky white, and she smiled in a way that made my blood run cold. She said, ‘He’s hungry.’
We tried to leave, but our car wouldn’t start, and the radio was filled with static. Ruth was next. She began sketching pictures of a giant, rust-colored figure with long limbs, and she’d leave them in the kitchen as if they were offerings. The scratching grew louder, and the floorboards began to buckle in places, as if something was clawing from beneath.
My mother came home from work, and she seemed to understand what was happening. She’d known about my great-uncle’s obsession, but she’d thought it was just madness. She told us we had to perform the ritual, the one in the journals, to appease the Rusted God. She was crying as she led us to the silo.
The door at the base was open, and inside, the sludge was boiling, and from it, a shape was rising. It was massive, made of rusted iron and dirt, with eyes like burning coals. It spoke to us, not in words, but in images of our deepest fears. I saw myself alone in this place, years from now, keeping the bargain, feeding it my own daughters.
The Rusted God demanded a blood sacrifice, one of the family, to renew his hold on the land. My mother offered herself, but I stepped forward. I was the oldest, and I had to protect my sisters. I told her I would stay, that I would tend the farm, and that the God would leave the others alone. The creature seemed to pause, and then it reached out with a rusted claw and touched my forehead.
I felt a cold burning, and then the world tilted. When I came to, I was lying in the field, the silo glowing with a sickly orange light. My mother and sisters were gone, and the land was dead and grey. I walked back to the house, and I saw my reflection in the window. My hair was streaked with grey, and there was a strange sigil branded on my forehead. And all around me, I could hear the scratching, but now it was inside my head.
I am still here, tending the farm, planting crops that never grow. The Rusted God keeps me alive, but I am a hollow shell. And every harvest moon, I see them, my mother and sisters, standing at the edge of the field, their eyes milky white, whispering their apologies. They say they’ll come back soon, that they can feel the pull of the land, and I know that one day, they will. And I will have to feed them to the God, just as he feeds me the memories of what I was.