I never told anyone this, but I’ve seen the dead since I could walk. Not as monsters or ghouls, but as people—sometimes faded, sometimes solid as you or me. They never meant harm; they were just stuck, like old photographs forgotten in a drawer. My mother would brush off my tales with a sigh and a pat on the head, but my sister Elara—she was different. She believed. When we were kids, she saw them too, in the basement of our old house: a tall, thin man and a short, round one, standing by the coal chute like they were waiting for a train. She never saw them again, but I did, every time I went down there. They never moved, just stood there, patient as stone. I thought I understood the dead. I was wrong.
Our new home was a lighthouse on a jagged stretch of coast, the kind that makes sailors cross themselves. My father had inherited it from a great-uncle we’d never met, and we moved there after the city became too much for him. The light hadn’t been lit in decades, but the tower still stood, a black finger against the gray sky. My room was in the keeper’s quarters, round and cramped, with a window that looked out over the endless water. The first night, I saw a figure on the rocks below—a woman in a dripping dress, her hair like seaweed. She waved at me, slow and deliberate, as if she had all the time in the world. I waved back, figuring she was just another lost soul. But she didn’t fade like the others. She stayed, her arm raised, until I closed the curtain.
A week later, I found the keeper’s log in a chest in the attic. The pages were brittle, the ink smeared, but I could make out entries from fifty years ago. They spoke of a keeper named Silas, who had a wife and a daughter. The daughter had drowned in a storm, and the wife thrown herself into the sea in grief. Silas stayed, lighting the lamp every night until his own death. The log ended with a single line: ‘The lantern is my soul. If it goes dark, they will rise.’ I laughed it off—I’d never known a spirit to care about a light. But that night, I dreamt of the woman in the wet dress, standing at the base of the tower, her mouth opening and closing like a fish. In the dream, she pointed at the lantern room, then at me.
I woke to a sound like a thousand whispers rising from the shore. I looked out and saw them—hundreds of spirits, all walking out of the sea, their clothes clinging to them, their eyes fixed on the tower. The woman was at the front, and she was smiling. I felt a chill that had nothing to do with the cold. I ran to the lantern room, where my father had hung a small electric bulb as a placeholder, not realizing its significance. The power went out. The lighthouse plunged into darkness. The whispers became a roar, and the spirits began to climb the rocks, reaching for the tower with their wet, pale hands. I understood then: they weren’t here to visit. They were here to feed.
I remembered the log’s warning, and I found a box of old lamp oil in a cabinet. My hands shook as I poured it into the fuel tank, my breath fogging in the cold. The woman’s face appeared at the window of the lantern room, her breath fogging the glass in the same rhythm. She mouthed something—’Let us in.’ I lit a match and threw it into the burner. The flame caught, and a beam of amber light shot out, sweeping across the water. The spirits on the rocks froze, their mouths gaping, and some dissolved into mist. But the woman pressed her palm against the glass, and the glass cracked. I grabbed a wooden crucifix from my pocket—not out of faith, but habit—and held it up. She recoiled, but only for a moment. Then she laughed, and the glass shattered.
I was on my knees, her cold hand gripping my shoulder, when I heard a voice—not hers, but a man’s, tinged with sadness. ‘Not the crucifix, lad. The light.’ It was Silas, the keeper, his ghost materializing beside me, transparent but solid enough to hold a wrench. He pointed to the lamp’s gears, which had jammed. ‘The bulb won’t last. Use the old mechanism. Turn the crank.’ I did, feeling the metal grind against my raw hands. The beam spun, faster and faster, and as it hit the woman, she screamed—a sound like tearing silk—and turned to ash. The others fled, diving back into the sea like startled fish. Silas nodded, then faded, leaving me panting in the glow.
Now, I keep the lamp burning every night, oiling the gears, trimming the wick. The spirits still come, but they stay at the edge of the light, watching. Sometimes I see Elara in the crowd—she died last winter, in a car accident—and she waves, the same slow wave from that first night. I wave back, and she smiles. But I never let the light go out, because I know what will happen if I do. The sea is full of them, and they are always hungry. I am the keeper now, and this is my vigil. The light is my soul, and I will not let it darken.