I was raised in my grandmother’s farmhouse on the vast, wheat-swept plains of the Nebraska panhandle. My childhood was a patchwork of golden afternoons and the deep, earthy smell of the root cellar. There was no mother in that house, but Dad, Aunt Mildred, Uncle Bernard, and Gran were a constellation of love that made my universe complete. Dad was a man of quiet strength, his hands calloused from the land, his eyes soft when he looked at me. Aunt Mildred and Gran were the keepers of the hearth, their voices woven into the hum of the house, praying over every meal. And Uncle Bernard, with his wild white hair and the smell of pipe smoke, was my gateway to the strange. He would sit me on his knee and spin tales of the unexplained, pointing me toward forbidden books that whispered of vampires and time machines. I devoured them, dreaming of becoming a white witch who could command the wind. They were all so fiercely normal, yet I felt a peculiar current running through the house, a hum beneath the floorboards that I could not name.
Years later, after Dad remarried and I moved east with my husband, we would return to the farm every summer. The place had aged, like Gran, who was now bedridden, her hands like parchment, her eyes still sharp. When my first daughter was born, in 1969, Gran rallied for a moment, sitting up in her bed to cradle the baby and whisper a blessing over her head. That winter, she passed away, and the house lost its anchor. Dad and Uncle Bernard argued about the will, and Aunt Mildred retreated into her religion, filling the rooms with incense and whispered novenas. We stopped visiting as often, and the farm sat quiet, the wheat fields choking with weeds.
Two years after Gran died, we received a letter from Aunt Mildred, frantic and nearly illegible. She claimed the lantern in the root cellar was lit every night, even though she had not touched it since Gran passed. She begged us to come, saying that the house was ‘hungry.’ My husband, always the skeptic, laughed it off, but I felt a chill. I packed a bag with little else but a photo of Gran and the key to the old house.
When we arrived, the sun was setting, casting long shadows across the yard. Aunt Mildred met us at the door, her eyes wild, her rosary beads clicking between her fingers. She spoke in hushed tones, telling us that the cellar door had begun to open on its own, and that she had heard a woman singing in the dead of night, a song I remembered from my childhood, a lullaby Gran used to hum. That night, I lay in my old room, the one that faced the back yard. At 3 a.m., I heard it: a faint clink, like glass on stone. I crept to the window and saw a light flickering in the root cellar’s small, grimy window. The lantern was burning, and a silhouette moved within.
I woke my husband and Uncle Bernard, and we armed ourselves with a rusted crowbar and a flashlight. The door to the cellar was ajar, blackness yawning within. The smell of earth and old apples rose up. We descended the wooden stairs, each step groaning. At the bottom, the lantern hung from a hook, its flame steady, casting a sickly orange glow. But there was no one there. Yet, on the dirt floor, there was a circle of salt, broken at one point, and inside it, a small, hand-carved doll that Gran had made for me when I was a baby. Its button eyes were missing. Uncle Bernard paled and stammered, ‘She was guarding it. She always said this house was built on a burial ground. A bad one.’
The next night, I decided to sit in the cellar alone, waiting. I held the lantern, its warmth a false comfort. The air grew cold, and I heard a whisper, not formed into words, but a pressure against my ears. Then, the song began. It was Gran’s lullaby, but wrong, the notes sliding into a minor key. I turned, and in the corner, where the shadows were thickest, I saw a shape, not Gran, but something that wore her face, her Sunday dress, her thin hands. It smiled, and its teeth were like needles. It spoke in a voice that was Gran’s yet not, saying, ‘You left me alone here. You took my light away.’
The lantern in its hand flickered, and I saw that the flame was not fire, but a swirling mass of small, writhing things, like maggots. It stepped toward me, and the floor beneath my feet became soft, like loam. I scrambled backward, but the stairway was gone, replaced by a wall of roots, twisted and dripping. The thing laughed, a sound like gravel, and said, ‘Now you will keep the lantern lit.’ The door above slammed shut, and I heard Aunt Mildred screaming my name, but her voice became faint, swallowed by the earth.
I do not know how long I have been here. The lantern burns eternal. I feed it with what I remember, the faces of my family, the warmth of the sun, the taste of fresh bread. Sometimes, I see the flicker of another light approaching through the darkness, and I feel a pang of hope, but it is always the thing, wearing a new skin, come to replace me. The last time, it wore my husband’s face, and it held our daughter in its arms. I am learning its song now. Perhaps, when the next one comes, I will be ready to sing it to sleep.