After my daughter, Lily, was born, the apartment began to feel… occupied. It wasn’t just the usual new-parent exhaustion that made me see things in the corners of my eyes. It was a presence, a weight in the air, and sometimes, when the house was quiet, I’d catch the murmur of a child’s laugh or a low, indistinct male voice, speaking as if through a wall. I told myself it was the radiator, or the neighbors, but deep down I knew better. The sounds were too close, too intimate, like they lived inside the walls themselves.
Our apartment was a ground-floor unit in a converted Victorian house, with high ceilings and drafty windows. The bathroom, attached to the master bedroom, had a strange feature: a small, square window set into the wall that connected the two rooms, just above the sink. I’d covered it with cheap bamboo blinds for privacy, but I always felt a draft from it, and sometimes I’d catch a glimmer of movement through the slats, as if someone on the other side were shifting their weight. I chalked it up to my frayed nerves.
One evening, after putting Lily down for the night, I decided to soak in the tub. The bathroom was warm and steamy, a welcome reprieve from the cold that seeped through the old windows. I lay in the water, letting my mind drift, when my eyes landed on my reflection in the mirror. A small, perfectly round circle of light glowed on my chin, like a tiny lantern had been hung just below my lips. I leaned closer, expecting it to be a reflection of the bathroom light, but the circle remained fixed, almost pasted onto my skin. I reached up to touch it, and as my finger neared, the light began to slide down, crawling slowly over my neck, then vanished at my collarbone, leaving a cold trail. I splashed water on my face to see if it was a trick, but the water droplets rolled off quickly, nothing like the languid path of that light.
I tried to shake it off, submerging my shoulders and closing my eyes. The water was soothing, but the silence of the bathroom felt heavy, like a held breath. Then, without warning, a voice spoke directly into my ear, loud and clear, as if someone had leaned over the edge of the tub. It was the voice I’d heard before, the male one, and it said, ‘Don’t look, but she’s behind you.’ I froze, heart hammering. I didn’t want to turn around, but the compulsion was overwhelming. I turned to my left, toward the closed bathroom door, and saw nothing. But as I turned back to the mirror, I caught a flicker of movement in the reflection—a small, blurred shape darting behind me, too fast to be real. I scrambled out of the tub, wrapping a towel around me, and rushed to the door. Lily was still asleep in her crib, her chest rising and falling in the dim light. I checked every corner of the bedroom, but there was no one else. Yet the air felt wrong, charged with an unseen presence.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I lay in bed with the lamp on, watching Lily’s every breath. Around 3 a.m., I heard a soft scraping sound coming from the bathroom. I crept to the doorway and peered in. The bamboo blind over the window was swaying slightly, as if a draft had passed, but the window was closed. And then, in the mirror, I saw it again: the circle of light, now hovering in the center of the glass, pulsing gently. It grew brighter, then dimmer, like a heartbeat. And from the other side of the mirror, I heard the child’s voice, sing-song and faint: ‘Mama, let me in.’ I stumbled back, my hand over my mouth. The voice was not my daughter’s—it was older, more distant, but it knew me.
I realized then that the window in the wall was not just a window. It was a threshold, and the mirror was its reflection. The light was a signal, a lantern carried by something that wanted to cross. The man’s voice, the child’s whisper—they were both on the other side, waiting. And as I stood there, frozen, I saw the light begin to move again. It slid down the mirror, leaving a trail of frost, and settled at the bottom edge, where the glass met the wood. A thin crack appeared, spreading like a web. I knew, with a sickening certainty, that if I didn’t block the mirror, it would open, and they would come through.
I didn’t sleep for the rest of the night. I gathered towels and piled them against the bathroom door, and I pulled the crib as far away from the shared wall as possible. But even with my back against the headboard, my eyes fixed on the bathroom threshold, I could still see the faint glow of the lantern in the mirror, pulsing patiently. And in the silence, I heard the man’s voice again, soft and close, as if he were sitting on the edge of the bed: ‘We’ve been waiting for you to welcome us.’ I clutched Lily to my chest, her tiny fingers curling around my thumb. I don’t know what they want, or where they come from, but I know one thing: the lantern in the mirror is not going away. And eventually, it will burn a hole right through.
I stopped going into the bathroom at night. I used the kitchen sink for washing, and I kept a bucket in the corner of the bedroom for emergencies. But the presence only grew stronger. Sometimes, when I was feeding Lily in the dark, I’d see the light flicker under the bathroom door, and I’d hear the child’s laugh, muffled but gleeful. The cracks in the mirror spread, thin silver lines that seemed to form a pattern, like letters in an unknown language. I called a handyman to replace the mirror, but he looked at it and said it was old and fogged, and that the cracks were just in the backing. I didn’t tell him about the light; I was too afraid he’d think I was mad.
A week later, I woke to find the bathroom door ajar. I hadn’t opened it. The towel barrier was on the floor, pushed aside. My heart raced as I approached, and I could feel the cold air emanating from within. The mirror was fogged over, as if someone had run the hot water, but the light was still there, now a bright, steady star in the center. As I drew closer, I saw a message written in the condensation, in a child’s shaky handwriting: ‘Almost through.’ I backed away, grabbing Lily, and ran out of the apartment, not even stopping to grab her diaper bag. I drove to my mother’s place, an hour away, and I haven’t gone back since. But last night, in my mother’s bathroom, I saw it again—the circle of light, on my cheek this time, and I heard the man’s voice, patient and calm: ‘There’s always another mirror.’ And I knew, with a deep, primal fear, that the lantern doesn’t just live in my apartment. It lives in the reflection itself, and it will follow me wherever I go.