My name is Ethan, and I’m seventeen now, but the event I’m about to describe happened when I was thirteen, in the autumn of 2019. I lived in a small town called Millbrook, nestled in a valley that was almost entirely surrounded by dense, ancient forest. Our house was on the edge of town, and my bedroom window faced the treeline, a wall of oak and maple that turned brilliant orange and red in October. I had never been afraid of the woods; I spent countless afternoons wandering their paths, collecting acorns and watching for deer. But that night, everything changed.
It was a Tuesday, I remember, and I had been feeling restless all evening. I went to bed at my usual time, but sleep wouldn’t come. I tossed and turned for what felt like hours, the sheets tangling around my legs. Eventually, I gave up and got out of bed, drawn to the window by an inexplicable pull. I opened the curtains and looked out at the forest, which was pitch black except for the faint silver of moonlit clouds. And then, I saw it: a soft, pulsating glow coming from between two large oak trees, about a hundred yards from my window. It wasn’t like a flashlight or a bonfire; it was a diffuse, golden light that seemed to breathe, growing brighter and dimmer in a slow rhythm. And it was looking at me. I know that sounds absurd, but I could feel its attention, a weight pressing against my chest.
Strangely, I didn’t feel afraid. My mind felt calm, detached, as if I were watching a scene in a movie. I wondered if I was dreaming, but I could feel the cool glass against my fingertips and the bumpy texture of the windowsill. I decided to get my mother. She was in her bedroom, reading a book. I remember her looking up with surprise as I entered, and I must have spoken the words: ‘There’s a light in the trees, and it’s watching me.’ She followed me to my room, and when she looked out, her face went pale. She didn’t say anything, just stared, her jaw slightly agape. I saw the light pulse again, and then it seemed to flicker, like a candle in a draft. A moment later, it was gone.
A wave of exhaustion suddenly hit me, so strong that my knees buckled. My mother caught me and led me to my bed, where I collapsed into a dreamless sleep. When I woke the next morning, the sun was streaming through the window, and the forest looked ordinary, with leaves fluttering in the breeze. But when I looked at the spot between the two trees, I felt a jolt of fear. The trees themselves were still there, but they were twisted and withered, their bark blackened as if scorched by fire. And on the ground beneath them, there was a perfect circle of dead grass, as if something had been burned into the soil. I never went into those woods again. And for weeks after, I would sometimes wake in the middle of the night, feeling that same pull, and I’d see the glow again, pulsing, watching, waiting. My mother never spoke of it, and we moved away the following spring. But even now, I sometimes catch a flicker of golden light in the corner of my eye, and I know it’s still there, just beyond the edge of the world, waiting to be seen again.