The second time in a month, I found myself entrusted with my eldest daughter’s house, a sprawling Victorian manor perched on the edge of a mist-choked moor in the Scottish Highlands. She had inherited it from her husband’s side, a place steeped in centuries of quiet dread, though my daughter, Eleanor, was blissfully oblivious. She had asked me to stay while she and her family vacationed in Italy, eager for someone to keep the ancient boiler running and the pipes from freezing. The local caretaker, a wiry man named Fergus, would check in on me, I was told. He had a reputation for being ‘touched,’ the villagers said, but Eleanor waved it off as harmless eccentricity.
On my first day, Fergus arrived with a rickety bicycle, his weathered face split by a gap-toothed grin. He shook my hand with a grip like cold iron. ‘You’ll be the one staying then,’ he said, his accent thick. ‘Best not to wander the moor after dark, and if you hear scratching at the windows, don’t answer.’ I laughed, assuming he was playing on the old stories, but his eyes were dead serious. He handed me a worn leather journal. ‘This belonged to the previous keeper. He left it for the next one. Might help you understand the house.’ I took it, but I was more interested in what he said about the moor.
That evening, as I settled into the master bedroom with a cup of tea, I opened the journal. The entries were mostly mundane, detailing repairs and weather, but the last page was different. The handwriting was shaky, nearly illegible: ‘It comes with the fog. The smell of damp earth and rosemary. If the candles flicker on their own, do not turn around. It is only curious, but it has been alone for so long.’ Below that, a small drawing of a bird, a hooded crow, with a key in its beak. I shivered, not from the cold, but from a sudden, irrational fear.
The next morning, I decided to explore the attic. I had noticed a strange odor in the hallway, like burning sage mixed with the mustiness of old books. As I climbed the narrow stairs, the smell grew stronger. The attic was cluttered with dust-covered furniture and trunks, but in the center, on a small table, sat a bronze incense burner, still warm. Beside it was a photograph of a woman in Victorian dress, her face partially obscured by a wide-brimmed hat. On the back, in faded ink, was written: ‘Rowena, Keeper of the Hearth, 1889.’ I felt a chill run down my spine.
That night, I had trouble sleeping. The wind howled around the eaves, and I could have sworn I heard a faint tapping at the window. I told myself it was a branch, but when I glanced out, the nearest tree was a good twenty feet away. The tapping grew more insistent, and I found myself drawn to the window despite my fear. On the sill, perched outside, was a hooded crow. It stared at me with an unnerving intelligence, then flew off into the darkness, leaving behind a single black feather on the sill. I picked it up; it smelled of rosemary.
Fergus came by the next day, and I showed him the feather. He paled. ‘She’s taken a liking to you,’ he said, his voice barely above a whisper. ‘Rowena, the keeper before the family bought the place. She never left. They say she died protecting the house from a fire, and her spirit remains, guarding the hearth. But there’s more to it. She wasn’t just a keeper; she was a summoner. She could call spirits, talk to the dead. The journal you have, it’s her journal, not the previous keeper’s. I gave it to you because I thought you might understand, what with your beliefs in the other side.’
I felt a strange pull to the journal, to the house, to the presence I sensed just at the edge of my consciousness. That night, I read the journal more carefully. It detailed rituals for communicating with ‘the unseen,’ including burning a mixture of rosemary and sage, and drawing a sigil on the floor with chalk. I felt a compulsion to try it, to see if I could make contact. It was reckless, but I rationalized it as curiosity. I gathered the herbs from the kitchen garden, lit the incense burner, and drew a crude sigil on the floor of the parlor. I sat within the circle, crossed my legs, and called out, ‘Rowena, are you there?’
The candles flickered violently, and the temperature in the room dropped. I felt a presence, like a weight pressing on my chest, and I heard a woman’s voice, soft and sorrowful, say, ‘Why have you disturbed my rest?’ I was too terrified to respond. The presence pressed closer, and I could smell the rosemary strongly. Then, just as quickly, it receded, and the candles steadied. I sat trembling, unsure of what had just happened.
The next morning, I found Fergus waiting at the door, his face ashen. ‘You called her last night, didn’t you?’ he said. I nodded. ‘She’s not angry, but she’s not pleased either. The house is a sanctuary for lost spirits, and you just opened a door. They might start coming through now. You need to close it, or she will.’ I felt a pang of guilt and fear. I asked how to close it. He handed me a small key, tarnished and old. ‘This is the key to the chapel two miles up the moor. She sealed it years ago. You need to go there and light a candle in her name. It’s the only way to seal the gate.’
Reluctantly, I agreed. The walk to the chapel was treacherous, the moor fog rolling in like a tide. The chapel was a ruin, its roof partially caved in, but the altar was still intact. I lit a candle I had brought, placed it on the altar, and whispered a prayer for Rowena. As I did, I felt a warmth spread through me, and I heard the crow caw outside. I turned, and for a moment, I saw a woman in a Victorian dress standing in the doorway, her face kind now. She nodded, and then she was gone.
I returned to the house, feeling a sense of peace. The oppressive atmosphere had lifted. Fergus met me at the gate, his face full of relief. ‘She’s gone now. Finally at rest.’ He told me that the house had always been her prison, bound to the land to protect the entrance to the spirit world. But my act of calling her, and then honoring her, had released her. I felt a mix of sorrow and gratitude. As I packed my bags to leave, I found the feather on the windowsill, and I kept it, a reminder of the keeper of the hearth, and the thin veil between worlds.
Ellie returned a week later, full of stories from Italy. She asked if I had a good time. I smiled and said it was eventful. She noticed the feather on my keychain. ‘What’s that?’ she asked. ‘A memento,’ I replied. ‘From a friend I made here.’ She didn’t press further, and I knew I would never tell her the full story. Some things are best left buried in the mist of the moor, and in the journal I tucked away in my own keep.