It began with a client, a man named Julian Croft, who had the unsettling habit of finishing my sentences. I was a medium, or at least I had convinced myself I was, running a modest parlor in the sleepy town of Ashford. Julian appeared one rainy Tuesday, a tall, gaunt figure with eyes the color of storm clouds. He claimed to be a fellow medium, drawn to my reputation, though I had never heard of him. Our first meeting was in my dimly lit study, surrounded by the scent of old paper and lavender. He spoke of spirits with a familiarity that made my skin crawl, not because I doubted him, but because he spoke of my own guides, my own private rituals, as if he had known me for years. He knew the name of my grandmother, the one who had first awakened my gift, and the exact spot in my childhood home where I had seen my first apparition. I was unnerved yet fascinated.
We began a series of sessions, each more intense than the last. Julian suggested we try a ‘deep merge,’ a technique he claimed would allow two mediums to share a single psychic space. I was hesitant, but his charisma was overwhelming. We sat on his bed, a low platform of black wood, in a room that smelled of cedar and something faintly metallic. He instructed me to look into his eyes, and as I did, I felt my consciousness begin to blur, like watercolors bleeding on wet paper. His voice, usually measured, took on a strange resonance. ‘Rebecca,’ he intoned, using my given name, not the professional alias I used. ‘Who are you really?’
Suddenly, my tongue was no longer my own. A cold, thick air filled my lungs, and I heard a voice, high and thin, escape my lips. ‘My name is Margaret Ellery.’ The name felt foreign yet undeniable. Julian’s eyes widened, and he leaned closer. ‘Why are you in Rebecca’s body?’ he asked, his voice a low hum. The voice inside me answered, ‘Because Rebecca needs to know.’ ‘Know what?’ he pressed. There was a pause, a choke, as if the spirit was fighting for breath. ‘That she must help me,’ the voice said, trembling. ‘Help you with what, Margaret?’ Julian’s question was steady, but I saw a flicker of something in his eyes, a cold curiosity.
The voice broke into a sob, and I felt tears sliding down my cheeks that were not mine. ‘I saw my two sons burned alive in the Ironwood house fire, and I could not save them. I was at the window, screaming, but my hands went through the glass. I was already dead.’ I could see it now, a memory not my own: a Victorian house with peeling paint, flames licking at the curtains, two small silhouettes in an upstairs window, their mouths open in silent terror. Julian’s face was unreadable. ‘Your sons are right behind you, Margaret. Is Thomas your eldest?’ The voice answered, broken, ‘Yes, he is Thomas.’ He asked about the younger one, but the voice did not respond, only a low, guttural moan. Julian tried a different tack. ‘How old were you when you died?’ ‘I was thirty-eight,’ the voice said, ‘but my boys were only eight and five.’ Then, the spirit’s tone shifted, became urgent and desperate. ‘I cannot find the younger one. I have searched for so long. He is lost to me, and I fear he is trapped.’ The voice began to fade, and I felt myself slipping back into my own body, gasping as if I had been held underwater.
That evening, I could not shake the image of the fire. I went to the town records, a dingy building with flickering fluorescent lights. The clerk, a tired man named Mr. Henderson, raised an eyebrow when I asked about Ironwood. ‘That house burned down in ’85,’ he said, his voice flat. ‘A woman and her two boys. Tragic. The father died in a car crash a year later.’ He handed me a dusty ledger. There it was: Margaret Ellery, age 38, and her sons, Thomas, 8, and Andrew, 5. The fire was ruled an accident, started by a faulty electrical wire in the basement. I left the ledger open on the counter, and as I turned, I noticed a small photograph pinned to the wall behind the clerk, a faded picture of the town council in 1985. There, in the back row, was a man with storm-cloud eyes, younger but unmistakable: Julian Croft. He was twenty-five years old, not the man who had sat with me, who had known my grandmother’s name. I felt a cold dread coil in my stomach.
I confronted Julian the next day at his home. The black wooden bed was gone, replaced by a bare mattress. He smiled, a thin, knowing smile. ‘I have been waiting for you to find out,’ he said. ‘I am not a medium, Rebecca. I am a seeker. I have spent decades crossing the veils, but I have never been able to reach Margaret. She was the strongest spirit I ever came across, and she is the key to the other side. But she would not speak to me. She needed a vessel, a living medium to channel her anguish. You were the tool I found.’ I wanted to scream, to rage at his manipulation, but a sound from behind me made me turn. On the wall, in a frame, was a photograph of a young woman holding two children. The woman’s face was a perfect mirror of mine, but her eyes were those of Margaret. ‘She has been watching you,’ Julian whispered. ‘She chose you because you look like her, because you were born on the anniversary of the fire. She is not lost, Rebecca. She is waiting for you to find her younger son, Andrew. He is the one who is trapped. And I intend to use his spirit to tear down the barrier between our world and the next.’ He took a step toward me, and I saw his eyes were not human anymore, but swirling with firelight. ‘But I need a new vessel for that boy. And I think you will do perfectly.’ I turned and ran, but as I burst through the door, I heard Margaret’s voice, not in my head but in the air, whisper, ‘Rebecca, please. Find Andrew. He is near the old well in Ashford Woods.’ The truth hit me with the force of a physical blow: Julian had not asked me for help; he had summoned me to be a pawn in a dangerous game. And now, I was the only one who could save a spirit that had been lost for over thirty years, even if it meant confronting the man who had woven me into his terrible design.