My aunt Greta told me this story about my grandmother, though I never knew her. It happened in the early seventies, when Greta was twenty-two and staying with her father and his new wife, Miriam, in the small town of Thornfield. The house they had bought was a narrow, Victorian-era row house on a street lined with similar structures, all crammed together like books on a shelf. The bricks were dark with soot from the old textile mill that had dominated the town, and the windows were tall and thin, letting in little light.
Greta arrived on a rainy Tuesday, the taxi dropping her off in front of the place. The house number, 13, was painted in peeling gold on the glass of the door. Her father, Harold, a quiet man with thick glasses, greeted her with a hug, and Miriam, a woman with a sharp smile and nervous hands, offered tea. Inside, the rooms were dim and smelled of damp wood and dust. The furniture was old and mismatched, and the wallpaper in the hallway had a pattern of brown and orange flowers that seemed to writhe in the low light.
On the second day, Greta discovered a small room at the top of the stairs that had been turned into a nursery, though no children lived in the house. The room was filled with boxes, but in the corner stood an old iron-framed cradle, painted a dark green, with a faded, moth-eaten blanket inside. There was something about the cradle that made Greta uneasy. She noticed that the iron frame had ornate swirls, but at the headboard, there was a curious groove, as if something had been repeatedly rubbed against it.
That night, Greta had trouble sleeping. The house was quiet, but she heard a faint creaking, like the gentle rocking of a cradle. She assumed it was just the old pipes or the wind, but the sound persisted. It came from directly above her room, which was odd because the nursery was at the end of the hall, not overhead. She tried to ignore it, pulling the covers over her head, but then she heard a low, grinding sound, like metal scraping against metal, followed by a baby’s soft gurgle. She held her breath, but the sounds faded.
The next morning, she mentioned it at breakfast. Miriam’s face went pale, and she dropped her toast. Harold looked at his plate and said, ‘It’s just the house settling.’ But Greta saw Miriam’s hands tremble as she picked up the toast. Later that day, while Harold was out, Miriam pulled Greta aside and said, ‘There’s something you should know. The people who lived here before us lost their baby. It died of fever about a year ago. They said they never felt comfortable after that, said they heard things. That’s why they left.’ Greta felt a chill run down her spine, but she forced a smile and said, ‘It’s just an old house. I’m sure it’s nothing.’ Miriam didn’t look convinced.
That night, Greta couldn’t sleep. She lay in bed, listening. At around 2 a.m., the sounds returned. This time, they were louder. The creaking was rhythmic, like a lullaby. She got up and walked to the staircase, her heart pounding. The nursery door was ajar. She pushed it open and saw the cradle rocking on its own, back and forth, as if an invisible hand were pushing it. The blanket inside was rustling, and she heard a faint, cooing sound. She wanted to run, but her legs felt rooted. Then, the rocking stopped. The cooing ceased. She stood frozen, and then she saw something that made her blood run cold. On the wall above the cradle, written in what looked like old, faded ink, were the words, ‘Mine still.’
Greta fled to her room and locked the door. She didn’t sleep that night. The next morning, she told her father she had to leave. He didn’t ask why. He just nodded, looking tired. As she packed, Miriam came to her, and in a hushed voice, said, ‘I found this in the attic.’ She handed Greta a small, leather-bound journal. The cover was embossed with a crescent moon and a star. Miriam said, ‘It belonged to the old woman who lived here before. She was the town’s midwife, but there were rumors she was more than that. She was said to have made pacts with things.’ Greta opened the journal and saw pages of cramped handwriting, filled with recipes for tinctures and strange, sigil-like drawings. On one page, there was a passage: ‘To keep the one who was taken, one must leave an offering at the cradle’s head each night. The child’s nail clippings and a strand of her hair suffice, but the bond must never be broken, else the mother’s grief will find its voice.’ The writing trailed off, and the last entry was dated a week before the old woman’s death. It read: ‘She comes for me now. I have seen her in the mirror. She knows I have no more to give.’
Greta closed the journal, her hands shaking. She looked out the window, at the gray, rain-slicked street. She realized that the old woman had been the one who had lost a child, and she had tried to keep its spirit bound to the cradle. But her death had broken the bond, and now that spirit was restless. Greta left Thornfield that day, never to return. But for years afterward, she told me, she would sometimes hear that faint creaking, and she would see the words ‘Mine still’ imprinted on the back of her eyelids. She could never shake the feeling that, somewhere, the cradle was still rocking, waiting for the next occupant.