I was never the kind of person who felt the presence of the other side. No cold chills, no prickling at the back of my neck when someone walked over my grave. I was, as my grandmother often said with a disappointed sigh, ‘as sensitive as a brick.’ But my grandmother, Elara, was the real deal. She could tell you who was standing behind you in a photograph, she could feel when a spirit was restless, and she had a collection of stories about the dead that would make your blood run cold. I loved her, but I never quite believed her tales, even when she’d point to a shadow in the corner and say, ‘She’s here tonight.’ I would just nod and pretend to see it, but I never did.
The summer I turned thirteen, we went to stay with her in the old farmhouse she had inherited from her own grandmother. It was a sprawling, two-story structure with peeling paint and a wrap-around porch that groaned underfoot. The house had been in the family for generations, and it was steeped in history, or so Elara would tell us. I was more interested in the creaky stairs and the musty attic. My parents thought it would be good for me to spend time with her, away from the city and its distractions.
One evening, after a dinner of stew and homemade bread, my mother asked me to fetch her reading glasses from the upstairs bedroom she and my father were using. I asked where that was. My mother pointed up the stairs, ‘Take a right at the top, it’s the room at the end of the hall.’ I nodded, grabbing a flashlight from the drawer, because the house was old and the lighting was dim. As I climbed the steps, I noticed that the floorboards creaked in a pattern that sounded like a heartbeat. I reached the top and turned right, past a door that was slightly ajar.
That door, I later learned, was my great-uncle Francis’s room. He had passed away the previous winter, and the room had been left untouched, a kind of shrine to his memory. But I didn’t know that. I just saw a dark room with a large bed and a heavy oak dresser. I was about to continue to the end of the hallway when I heard a faint humming coming from inside that room. It was a low, melodic hum, like someone trying to remember a tune. I paused, and the humming stopped. I shrugged, thinking it was just the wind or the old house settling, and continued to my parent’s room. I found the glasses on the nightstand and headed back down.
But as I passed the door again, the humming started up, louder this time. And mixed with it, I could hear a voice, whispering in a language I didn’t understand. I froze. I knew about Francis, but I had never met him. Yet, the voice seemed to call out a name that sounded like my own, but different. It was my name, but stretched and twisted, as if spoken through water.
I should have run. I should have gone downstairs and told my grandmother. But my curiosity, the same curiosity that always got me in trouble, got the better of me. I pushed the door open wider and stepped inside. The room was dark, lit only by the faint glow of the moon through a dusty window. The humming stopped, and the silence was so thick I could hear my own heart beating. Then, from the corner of the room, a figure emerged. It was a man, tall and thin, with a gaunt face and sunken eyes. He wore an old-fashioned suit, from a time long past. He was translucent, shimmering like heat rising off asphalt. He looked at me with an expression of profound sadness, and then he opened his mouth and a swarm of moths flew out, not at me, but past me, out the door and down the hall.
I ran. I didn’t stop until I reached the kitchen, where my grandmother and parents were sitting at the table. I was pale, shaking. My grandmother looked up at me, her eyes knowing. Then she said, ‘You saw him, didn’t you? Francis.’ I nodded, unable to speak. She sighed. ‘He’s been trying to get someone’s attention for months. He left something unfinished.’ She got up, and I followed her back up the stairs, my legs trembling. She entered the room, and I followed reluctantly. She went to the heavy oak dresser and pulled out the bottom drawer. Beneath a stack of moth-eaten sweaters, there was a journal. ‘He was a writer,’ she said. ‘He never finished his last story. He told me he wanted to die with it unfinished. But now he wants it finished.’ She handed me the journal. ‘He wants you to finish it.’
I opened the journal. The pages were filled with elegant, almost illegible handwriting. The last entry was dated the day he died. It ended mid-sentence: ‘And then the darkness crept in, and she saw…’ The rest of the page was blank. As I held the journal, I felt a cold breeze sweep through the room, and the humming resumed, gentle now, almost content. My grandmother smiled. ‘I think he likes you.’ She left me alone with the journal.
I didn’t sleep that night. I read the entire journal, and I understood. Francis had been trying to write a horror story, but he’d been stuck on the final scene. He wanted to know what she saw in the darkness. And now, I was going to finish it for him. I picked up a pen and wrote, ‘She saw the truth of her own death, and the face of the one who had been watching her all along.’ As I wrote, the humming in the walls grew louder, and for the first time, I felt a presence. Not a menace, but a grateful soul, easing into the light. I knew then that I was no longer a brick. I was a vessel.
From that night on, I could feel them. The whispers, the cold spots, the gentle tugs on my sleeve. My grandmother said I had inherited her gift. But I know the truth. That room, that unfinished story, it opened something in me. And now, sometimes, when I pass that old farmhouse, I hear the humming in the walls, and I wonder if Francis is still there, waiting for me to write the next chapter.