Every evening at six, when the tropical dusk swallowed the last of the day’s heat, the village of San Lorenzo would hold its breath. The generator sputtered and died, plunging the narrow streets into a velvet blackness that seemed to breathe. In those days, before solar panels and LED lamps, we gathered by candlelight, our faces flickering in the warm glow, waiting for the stories to begin. My mother, Belen, would sit on the woven mat, her hands busy with a needle or a piece of fruit, her voice low and rhythmic as she spun tales of aswang and kapre, of white ladies and haunted balete trees. But one story she never told willingly. It was my father, Gregorio, who finally spoke of it, years after her death, when I was old enough to understand.
I was their first child, born in the rainy season of 1986. Our house, a squat structure of bamboo and nipa, stood at the edge of a rice field, half a kilometer from the nearest neighbor. The nights were silent except for the constant hum of insects and the occasional splash of a frog in the irrigation ditch. And every evening, exactly at six, when the darkness settled like a blanket, the knocking would begin. Three soft knocks on the kitchen door, the one that led to the back yard and the overgrown banana grove. My mother, ever the skeptic, would tell herself it was just a branch or a stray dog. But my father, who had grown up in the province hearing tales of the unseen, would feel a chill crawl up his spine. The knocking was not the random sound of nature. It was deliberate, patient, and always the same: Knock, knock, knock. Then silence.
One evening, when I was about six months old, my mother was holding me by the hearth, humming a lullaby. My father was mending a fishing net by the lamp. At six, the knocking came. As usual, they ignored it. But then, a voice, thin and raspy, like dry leaves scraping against each other, called out my name: ‘Lia… Lia…’ My mother’s hands froze. She looked at my father, his face pale in the lamplight. ‘Who’s there?’ he shouted, his voice cracking. No answer. But the voice continued, calling me, your infant daughter, by name. And then, the worst thing happened. I, a baby who could barely sit up, began to cry. But it was not a baby’s cry. It was a low, guttural wail that seemed to come from the depths of a well. My eyes, usually bright and curious, rolled back, showing only whites. My small body stiffened, and my mouth contorted into a grimace. My father rushed to my side, but my mother held me tight, her lips moving in a desperate prayer.
The voice outside grew more insistent. ‘Lia, come out. Come out to play.’ The knocking accelerated, becoming a frantic drumming on the wooden planks. The window shutters rattled as if a strong wind were pushing them, though the air was still. My father grabbed a bolo from the wall and advanced toward the door, his hand trembling. He grasped the handle, but the door wouldn’t budge, as if something on the other side were leaning against it. ‘In the name of the Lord, leave us!’ he bellowed. The knocking stopped. The voice fell silent. But my crying only grew louder, and my small hands clawed at the air.
Then, my mother’s eyes widened. She pointed toward the ceiling. There, on the thatched roof, was a dark shape, moving with an unnatural fluidity, like a snake made of shadow. It slid along the rafters, its shape shifting, and then it dropped to the floor with a soft thud. It was a woman, tall and gaunt, with skin like wet clay and hair that hung in tangled strands. Her lips split into a jagged smile that revealed needle-like teeth. ‘You have something of mine,’ she hissed, her voice a discord of whispers. My father stood between her and us, the bolo shaking in his hand. My mother clutched me to her breast, praying louder. The creature took a step forward, and the ground beneath her feet seemed to darken, as if she were absorbing the light.
But then, something within me stirred. My crying ceased. My body relaxed. And I began to laugh, a high, tinkling sound that echoed in the small space. The creature stopped, a look of confusion crossing her face. My mother, sensing a shift, passed me to my father and went to a cabinet, retrieving a small pouch of salt and a bottle of holy water. ‘You have no claim here,’ she said, her voice steady despite her fear. She began to sprinkle salt in a circle around us, whispering prayers. The creature recoiled, hissing, and backed toward the door. The knocking resumed, but this time it was faint, as if coming from a great distance. ‘This is not over,’ the creature hissed, and then she dissolved into the murky darkness, leaving behind the smell of rotten mangoes.
For weeks after, I was feverish and listless. The village healer was called, a woman named Lola Basyang, whose hands smelled of herbs and incense. She performed a cleansing ritual, using smoke and an egg to draw out the illness. She told my parents that I had been marked by a hangin, a spirit of the air, which had taken a fancy to me because of my birth during the month of the dead. ‘It will try to lure her again,’ she warned. ‘But she has a strong will. She will resist.’
Years passed. We moved away from that old house, and I grew up without incident. But I never forgot the story, even though I had no memory of it. Sometimes, when I lie in bed at night, I wonder if the creature still waits for me, patient as the night itself. And I’ve begun to notice things. Shadows that flicker at the corner of my vision. A faint tapping at odd hours. A lingering scent of rot in the air. I try to convince myself it’s my imagination, built on my father’s tale. But last night, as I lay awake, the clock on my nightstand showed exactly six. And from my kitchen, so faint I almost missed it, came three soft knocks. Then a voice, slithering through the dark, said, ‘I’m still here.’
I have not slept since. I write this by the pale light of my laptop, trying to capture the horror before it grows too heavy to bear. If you hear a knocking at your door this evening, do not answer. Do not even acknowledge it. For the hollow hour comes for us all, and it knows your name too.
I am Lia. And I am afraid.
But not as afraid as I will be when I have to put down my laptop and turn off the light.
Because it will still be six o’clock. And I know that tonight, it will knock again.
And this time, I might answer.