It was a gray, overcast afternoon when my father and I found ourselves on the forgotten island of Kirova, off the coast of an unnamed country. We had come for a brief holiday, but a wrong turn on a narrow coastal road led us to a place that wasn’t on any map: the old Sanatorium of St. Agnes, a massive structure that had once been a tuberculosis hospital, now abandoned for decades.
A wiry, nervous man named Joss, who claimed to be the caretaker, approached us from the underbrush. He had a twitch in his left eye and smelled of cheap rum. ‘You shouldn’t be here,’ he said, his voice barely above a whisper. ‘But since you’re here, I suppose a peek won’t hurt. Mind the rot.’ He handed us a rusted key that looked older than the building itself and then disappeared into the forest as if he had never been.
We stepped through the iron gates, and the air grew heavy with the smell of damp and decay. The building loomed before us, its windows like empty sockets. Inside, the grand foyer was a disaster of fallen plaster and overturned furniture. Every step we took sent a cloud of dust into the air, and our footsteps echoed unnaturally in the vast silence. It seemed to go on forever, corridor after corridor, each one darker and more cluttered than the last.
We wandered through rooms that still held the remnants of human life: beds with stained mattresses, nightstands with faded photographs of strangers, and even a child’s wooden toy, half eaten by mold. The atmosphere was thick with a sense of tragedy, as if the walls were saturated with the pain of those who had died here. In one room, the wallpaper peeled away to reveal dark, ferrous stains that could have been old blood. A cold dread settled in my stomach.
Then we found the room. It was at the end of a long, narrow hallway, its door hanging off its hinges. As we entered, the floor was slick with a dark, rust-colored liquid that pooled in the cracks of the linoleum. The walls were covered, floor to ceiling, with handprints – hundreds of them, in varying sizes and shades of brown and red. They were smeared, some overlapping, as if someone had been trying to claw their way out. The air was thick with a metallic tang that made me gag.
My heart pounded as I walked toward a cracked window at the far side of the room. Through the grimy glass, I saw two figures standing at the edge of the treeline, maybe fifty meters away. They were teenagers, a boy and a girl, their faces pale and expressionless, their eyes fixed upward at the sky. They did not move, did not blink. I felt a primal fear grip me, a sudden certainty that I was not meant to see them. I turned to call my father, but when I looked back, they were gone. The only trace they left was a chill that seeped into my bones.
I seized my father’s arm, ‘We need to leave. Now.’ He did not argue, perhaps he too had felt the wrongness of this place. We retraced our steps, but the corridors seemed to twist and elongate, and we found ourselves passing the same door with the handprints time and time again. Finally, we stumbled out into the gray light, gasping for fresh air. We drove away without looking back, but as we rounded the bend, I could swear I saw two pale faces pressed against the window of that room, watching us leave.
Two months later, I still cannot scrub the images from my mind. Last night, I woke to find my own hands stained a faint rust color, and on the wall above my bed, a fresh, dark print where my palm had rested. I know now that those handprints were not left by the dead, but by the living who came too close. And I fear that my handprint, and many more, will join them on those walls, a gallery of those who could not look away.