I still get cold chills when I think about my grandmother’s old house on Orchard Lane. But it wasn’t the house itself that haunted me — it was the village library. I spent many summer afternoons there, escaping the heat and losing myself in books. The library was a converted Victorian mansion, all creaky floors and narrow corridors, and it had a peculiar layout. The children’s section was in the basement, and to get to it, you had to pass through a short hallway with a single door on the left, painted a strange, dull grey. The door was always locked, and no one ever spoke about it. I was about ten, and the mysteries of that door fascinated me.
One sweltering afternoon, I had gone to the library alone to return a stack of books. The place was almost empty, the air conditioner humming louder than the occasional cough from the reading room. I was in the basement, shelving my returns, when my stomach tightened with a sudden need. The public restrooms were on the main floor, a long walk and a flight of stairs away. I knew, though, that there was a small staff bathroom right next to the children’s section, a converted storage closet with a sign that read ‘EMPLOYEES ONLY’. But I figured I could sneak in and out without anyone noticing.
I pushed open the door, which was ajar, and stepped inside. It was a cramped space — a sink, a mirror, and a toilet squeezed into a corner. The fluorescent light flickered, casting sickly hues on the white tiles. I locked the door behind me. While I was sitting there, I noticed writing on the back of the door, half-scratched away, barely legible: ‘WHERE IS MY HAT?’ I thought it odd, but people wrote strange things. I shook my head and tried to focus, but then I heard a soft, rustling sound, like fabric brushing against the wall. I assumed it was someone in the main room, so I ignored it.
Then came a voice, muffled but clear, as if from behind the mirror: ‘Hello?’ I froze, my heart skipping. I knew I was alone in that room. I could see the entire space in the mirror’s reflection — no one else was there. Swallowing hard, I whispered back, ‘Who’s there?’ The voice answered, ‘You have my hat.’ A chill ran down my spine. I tried to laugh it off. ‘A hat? I don’t see any hat.’ The voice, now raspy, said, ‘You’re wearing it.’ I looked at myself in the mirror. I wasn’t wearing a hat. But as I stared, the reflection seemed off — my image in the mirror was slightly delayed, and its mouth moved a second after mine. I blinked, and in that instant, the reflection smiled.
Terror flooded me. I yanked my pants up and fumbled with the lock. The door wouldn’t budge. I shoved harder, but it was like the door was stuck. The voice behind the mirror growled, ‘Don’t leave. I need my hat.’ I saw in the mirror that the reflection had changed — it now wore a tattered grey hat, tilted at a jaunty angle, and its face was gaunt, pale, with hollow eyes. I screamed, and finally, the lock clicked open. I burst out of the bathroom and ran up the stairs, not stopping until I was outside in the sunlight.
The librarian, Mrs. Caldicott, was standing at the check-out desk, looking at me oddly. ‘You look like you’ve seen a ghost,’ she said. I couldn’t speak. I just pointed back to the basement. She frowned. ‘You mean the bathroom? That’s been out of order for years,’ she said. ‘You were in there for twenty minutes, by the way. I was about to check on you.’
I never went back to that library again. I tried to explain to my parents, but they thought I’d fallen asleep and had a nightmare. But I know it wasn’t a dream. To this day, I can close my eyes and see that grey door at the end of the hall, and I hear that voice asking, ‘Hello?’ I often wonder what would have happened if I’d stayed. Sometimes, late at night, I look in the mirror and I think I see a faint outline of a hat behind my head. And I’m terrified that one day, I’ll turn around and find someone standing there, waiting for me to take it off.