I never believed in the word ‘haunted’ until I met my mother’s cousin Lenny. He was a big, greasy man who owned a diner outside of Pinedale, a dying town in the coal country of Pennsylvania. Mom said we had to visit him for a week, to ‘reconnect with family’ after Dad died. I was sixteen, and the only thing I wanted to reconnect with was my bed back in Erie, not the stale smell of Lenny’s house.
Lenny’s house was a two-story Victorian that had been split into apartments. He and his girlfriend, a wiry woman named Carla, lived on the top floor. The lower floor was vacant, with a padlocked door. The moment I stepped inside, I felt a pressure in my ears, like I was descending in an airplane. The wallpaper was brown with yellow flowers, peeling in strips. The air was thick with the smell of old grease and mothballs.
Lenny showed me to my room: a narrow chamber with a single window facing the street. The bed was a rusty iron frame with a mattress that sagged in the middle. Above the bed, a huge, dark stain spread across the ceiling plaster, the shape of a twisted tree branch. I thought it was just water damage. I was wrong.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. The sheets were coarse and smelled of dust. Around midnight, a faint scratching started in the walls. I told myself it was mice. But then the scratching grew closer, moving across the ceiling above my bed. I pulled the covers over my head and prayed, even though I hadn’t prayed in years. The scratching stopped. I relaxed. Then I felt a weight on the mattress, near my feet.
Something touched my leg through the blanket. A hand, rough and cold. It pressed down, then slid up toward my thigh. I froze, my heart pounding so loud I was sure it would wake the house. The hand squeezed my thigh, painfully, and then moved inward, toward the junction of my legs. I screamed and kicked out, but my foot hit nothing. The hand vanished.
I scrambled out of bed, flicked on the light. The room was empty. The ceiling stain seemed darker, more defined, like a face staring down at me. I didn’t sleep that night. I sat in the corner, back against the wall, staring at the bed until dawn.
The next day, I told Carla about the hand. She gave me a strange look, her eyes darting to the ceiling. She said, ‘Oh, that’s just Lenny’s old dog. He used to sleep on the bed.’ But Lenny didn’t have a dog. He had a cat, a fat tabby that never came upstairs.
That night, I barricaded the door with a chair and piled every piece of furniture I could against it. I lay on the floor, using my backpack as a pillow. Around 2 a.m., the light bulb in the ceiling began to swing, even though the window was shut. The chair against the door slid across the floor, scraping the wood. The door creaked open, and no one was there. But the room grew colder, and I could smell that grease smell again, stronger than ever.
Something dragged me by the ankle toward the bed. I clawed at the floorboards, my nails breaking, but the grip was inhuman. It tossed me onto the mattress, and I felt hands on my back, pushing my face into the pillow. I couldn’t breathe. I screamed into the fabric. Then the weight lifted, and I heard a voice, low and growling, right in my ear: ‘You shouldn’t have come back.’
I fled the room, leaving my bag behind. I slept on the sofa downstairs, in the living room, with the TV on for light. The next morning, I told Lenny I had to go home. He looked at me with those oily eyes and said, ‘That’s a shame. I just got the place cleaned up. You know, that room used to be my mother’s. She died in that exact spot.’ He pointed to the ceiling stain above the bed where I’d slept.
I didn’t care. I called Mom, who was at a cousin’s house in the next town. I begged her to pick me up. She arrived that afternoon, and as we piled into the car, I looked back at the house. In the upstairs window, a figure stood, just a silhouette, pressing its palms against the glass. It was too tall to be Lenny.
On the drive back to Erie, I asked Mom if she knew anything about Lenny’s mother. She went pale. ‘She was found dead in that room. They said it was a heart attack. But they found her hands clenched like she’d been gripping something. The neighbors said she was always touching herself, if you know what I mean.’ I didn’t ask more.
I never went back to Pinedale. But sometimes, late at night, I still feel that rough hand on my thigh, and I see the ceiling stain in my mind’s eye, and I hear the voice: ‘You shouldn’t have come back.’ And I know, wherever I sleep, that stain is above me, waiting for me to close my eyes.