My name is Amara, and I was twenty-two when I moved to a small town called Ravenshade for my postgraduate studies at the Coastal Institute. The campus was a sprawling complex of glass and steel, but it sat on the edge of a marsh that seemed to swallow light. The institute’s dorms were full, so I found a private hostel run by a woman named Mrs. Holloway. It was a three-story brick building that had once been a convalescent home for soldiers. Now it housed about forty girls, mostly students from the institute, all of us crammed into rooms that smelled of old wood and damp plaster.
My room was on the top floor, at the end of a long corridor lined with peeling floral wallpaper. A single window overlooked a tangle of willows and a narrow, murky canal that drained into the marsh. The room itself was small, with a narrow bed, a wardrobe, and a desk. The attached bathroom had a rusted showerhead that dripped no matter how tightly I turned the tap. The corridor outside was always dim, the bulbs flickering like dying fireflies, and at the far end there was a storeroom that no one ever entered. Mrs. Holloway said it was full of ‘old things’ that she couldn’t bear to throw away.
My first few weeks were uneventful. I’d walk to the institute each morning, past the other private hostels that lined the main road, past a gas station and a boarded-up church, and cross the old iron bridge that spanned the canal. The locals warned me about the ‘mist walkers’—apparitions said to appear on foggy mornings, luring people into the marsh. A girl had died the previous winter, her body found frozen near the railway tracks. I dismissed it as small-town superstition, until I started noticing the whispering.
It began as a faint murmur, like static, whenever I sat in the foyer on the second floor. The foyer was a wide space with a worn sofa, a cracked mirror, and a grandfather clock that had stopped at 3:13. The girls avoided it, preferring to gather in the kitchen or their rooms. But I liked the quiet, the way the afternoon light slanted through the dusty windows. One evening, I heard a voice say, ‘Move.’ It was clear, almost close to my ear. I spun around, but the foyer was empty. The clock’s hands were still frozen. I told my roommate, a nervous girl named Tessa, who just crossed herself and said, ‘It’s the college girls who died on the bridge.’
Then the notes started. Small, yellowed slips of paper would appear under my door, always with a single word written in spidery handwriting: ‘Leave,’ ‘Run,’ ‘Help.’ I showed them to Mrs. Holloway, but she dismissed them as a prank. ‘Girls get bored,’ she said, her eyes darting to the storeroom. I began to feel watched, especially at night. I’d wake to the sound of footsteps outside my door, and once, I saw a dark shape pass by the frosted glass of the bathroom window.
One night, I couldn’t sleep. The whispering had grown louder, as if a crowd of voices was just beyond the door. I got up, slipped on my robe, and stepped into the corridor. The bulbs were out, plunging the hallway into near darkness. The only light came from the foyer, where I saw a faint glow. I crept closer, my heart pounding. The glow came from the mirror—it seemed to be reflecting a room I didn’t recognize, a ward with rows of iron beds, each with a figure lying motionless. One of the figures sat up and turned to face me. Its face was a blur, but I felt its gaze. It pointed to the storeroom door, which was ajar.
I don’t know why I walked toward it. But something pulled me. The storeroom was filled with the detritus of decades: old medical instruments, rusted wheelchairs, stacks of yellowed files, and a child’s rocking horse. In the corner, half-hidden under a tarp, was a trunk. I lifted the lid, and inside were photographs—dozens of them, all showing the same young woman with dark eyes and a severe haircut. On the back of one was written: ‘Nurse Elara, 1943.’ A cold draft swept through the room, and the door slammed shut behind me. I spun to open it, but the handle wouldn’t budge. Panic clawed at my throat as I hammered on the wood, screaming for help. Then I heard the voice again, right behind me: ‘Sit.’
I turned. A figure sat in a rocking chair that had not been there before. It was the woman from the photographs, but older, with skin like paper and eyes that were milky white. She wore a nurse’s uniform, stained with something dark. ‘You are late,’ she said, her voice like dry leaves. ‘I have been waiting for you.’ I tried to scream, but no sound came out. She raised a hand, and I felt a cold, unyielding pressure on my chest, pushing me to the floor. She leaned forward, and her lips brushed my ear. ‘They all think I left, but I am still here. They forgot me. I will not be forgotten.’
The door burst open, and Mrs. Holloway stood there, a flashlight in her hand. She saw me on the floor, sobbing, and the trunk open. She went pale. ‘You found her,’ she whispered. ‘Nurse Elara. She was the matron here. She died in 1963, but they say she never left. She’s been trying to reach the girls, to find someone to stay with her forever.’ Mrs. Holloway helped me up, her hands trembling. ‘You must leave. She’s chosen you.’
I packed my bags that night and booked a bus for the next morning. But as I sat on the edge of my bed, I heard the foyer clock strike three. I hadn’t wound it. The clock had never worked. I walked to the foyer, and the mirror showed not my reflection, but the ward again, filled with the dead. And in the middle, Nurse Elara sat, shaking her head. ‘You cannot run,’ she mouthed. At that moment, my reflection in the mirror turned and smiled at me. It wasn’t me. It was her.
I left anyway. I took the bus, and I never went back to Ravenshade. But sometimes, late at night, I see her face in my window, or hear her voice in the hum of the refrigerator. She found a way to follow me. And I know, one day, she will drag me back to that storeroom, where she waits in the rocking chair, for someone to remember her. I just hope that someone reads this before it’s too late.