I have never been a believer. Not in ghosts, not in spirits, not in the lingering echoes of the dead. But there are things that happened to my brother, Samuel, and me that I cannot explain, and I will carry them to my grave. It all began in the autumn of 1987, in a creaking farmhouse outside of Nowhere, Wisconsin. My father was a long-haul trucker, gone for weeks at a time, and my mother ran a small seamstress shop from the front parlor. We had moved there from the city, seeking a quieter life, but the quiet was a lie.
The first incident fell on Samuel, though I was a skeptical witness. We shared a bedroom on the second floor, a cramped space with slanted ceilings and a single window that rattled in the wind. One night, I woke to the sound of Samuel’s bed creaking. He was sitting up, staring at the old oak dresser that stood against the far wall. The dresser had belonged to the previous owners, a family who had lost their daughter to a fever in that very room. I always thought the story was just a local legend. But that night, Samuel claimed he saw our father standing at the dresser, his back to us. ‘Dad?’ he called. The figure froze, then slowly turned. It had our father’s face, but its eyes were black, like a shark’s. It picked up a small wooden music box from the dresser, shook it, and then dropped it. The clatter was sharp in the silence. Then it walked toward the door, and as it passed through the frame, it dissolved into a swirl of dust. Samuel ran to our mother’s room, but she said our father was two states away, still on the road. I told Samuel it was a dream, a trick of the light. But the music box lay on the floor, its lid cracked, and I had seen it myself.
The second time, it was a little girl. I saw her in the hallway one night, peeking around the corner. She wore a tattered white nightgown, and her hair hung in wet strands, as if she had just climbed out of a well. She smiled, and her teeth were like needles. I blinked, and she was gone. I convinced myself I had imagined her, but later, I found a small handprint on the bathroom mirror, too small for any of us.
The third incident was the most terrifying. It was a blizzard in December, the power out, and the house was dark except for a single candle. Samuel and I were huddled in the living room, trying to keep warm. The wind howled, and then we heard footsteps from the attic. Heavy, dragging footsteps, as if someone was being pulled across the floor. The attic door was nailed shut, but the footsteps grew louder, and then the door bulged inward, the nails groaning. My mother screamed from the kitchen, and when we rushed to her, she was standing over a broken dish, staring at a windowpane where frost had formed the words ‘LET ME IN’ on the inside. The next morning, we found the attic door open, and in the attic, a child’s rocking chair swaying on its own.
The fourth time, Samuel found a photograph in the attic. It was an old tintype of a family—a man, a woman, and a girl. The girl had the same needle teeth and wet hair as the figure I had seen. The man had the same black eyes as the figure at the dresser. On the back, in spidery handwriting, were the words ‘We never left. You will join us.’ We burned the photograph, but the smoke refused to rise—it curled on the ceiling, forming shapes that made my skin crawl.
The fifth time, I was alone in the house, the rest of the family at a funeral for a distant aunt. I was reading in the parlor when the music box began to play from the bedroom upstairs. It played a lullaby, but the notes were wrong, dissonant. I climbed the stairs, my heart pounding. The door to our room was ajar, and the music box sat on the dresser, its lid open. The tiny ballerina was spinning, but her head was twisted backward, her neck snapped. Then I felt a cold breath on my neck, and a voice whispered, ‘You see me.’ I spun, and she was there—the little girl, inches from my face. Her grin split her cheeks, and she raised a small, rotting hand to my cheek. ‘Your turn,’ she said. I screamed and ran, but the hallway seemed endless, stretching like a nightmare. I finally burst out the front door and collapsed in the snow, gasping for air.
The sixth and final time was the worst. It was a year later, the night we were packing to leave. Samuel and I were in the attic, bringing down boxes, when the door slammed shut and locked from the outside. We were trapped. The attic was cold, and the dark pressed in on us. Then we heard the scratching from the walls, and the rocking chair began to move on its own, faster and faster. The little girl appeared in the corner, her head tilted, and she pointed at Samuel. ‘He’s mine,’ she said. I grabbed Samuel’s hand and backed away, but the floorboards began to give way, and we fell through the ceiling into the room below, landing on the bed in a shower of dust. The house shuddered, as if it were alive and angry. My mother and father found us, and we packed the car that night, driving away without a backward glance.
We never spoke of it again. But I still dream of that house, of the dresser, of the music box, of the little girl. And sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I see a shadow behind my reflection, waiting. I am not sure if I am a skeptic anymore. I am not sure of anything. But I know that some houses are not just places—they are mouths, and they are hungry. And the debt we owe is not paid until we are just like them.