Three autumns have passed since the night the farmhouse exhaled. I still see the cobwebs in the corner of the bedroom, the way they swayed without a draft. We had moved to the outskirts of a dying town, into a house that had stood empty for a decade. Its bones creaked with every gust, and the rooms smelled of old ash and mice. My daughter was barely one, and I worked nights at a call center, so I slept when the sun was high, in a room with a single window and a curtain so thin it was almost translucent.
That afternoon, I had tucked Mira into her crib at my mother’s cottage down the lane, and I had come back to our rented shell. The house was silent except for the hum of an ancient fridge in the kitchen. I lay on the mattress, face up, watching the dust dance in a shaft of light. I must have drifted, because the next thing I knew, a sound pulled me from sleep—a slow, rhythmic scraping, like a hand dragging across wool. My eyes snapped open, and I turned my head toward the window. The curtain was billowing, but not with wind. It moved inward, as if something was pushing through it.
Then I saw him. He was shaped like a man, but his edges blurred, as if made of smoke and shadow. He hung in the air, a blackness deeper than the corner he came from. His hands were long, fingers that tapered to points, and they reached for me. I tried to scream, but my voice was gone. A cold weight pressed on my chest, and I felt my strength drain out of me, as if through a straw. My vision tilted, and I looked down—I was off the mattress, suspended near the ceiling, my arms limp. His mouth was a void, and from it came a whisper that was not a word but a hunger. I watched the room from above, the curtain now still, the light dimmer.
Then, slowly, I descended. He descended with me, his hand still on my chest, until I was back on the bed, but my body would not move. He hovered over me for a long while, drinking something invisible from me, and then he receded into the curtain, which swelled and then collapsed. The room was silent again. I lay there, paralyzed, for what felt like hours, until the sound of Mira crying from my mother’s house jolted me. I forced myself to sit up. My limbs were heavy, but I crawled to the window. The curtain was still. Not a breath of air.
I never spoke of it. We left the farmhouse a week later, moved into an apartment with plaster walls and no history. But sometimes, before I fall asleep, I hear that scraping. And I see the curtain move, though there is no wind. And I know he is not confined to that house. He is patient. He will be at the edge of every home I make, waiting for me to sleep with the window open, waiting for me to be alone in a room full of silence. The last time I saw him, I was awake, and he was just a shadow in the corner. But he smiled—not with a mouth, but with a shift in the dark. He knows I cannot outrun what I cannot name. And so I keep the curtains nailed shut, and I sleep with the lights on. But the house still exhales, and I know his breath is coming closer.