I’m writing this down because my life has become a series of impossibilities, and I need to document it before I lose my mind. It started when my mother brought home a small wooden box, not blue, but carved with strange symbols. Inside were cards, worn and faded, with images that seemed to shift when you looked at them directly. She said they were given to her by an old woman at the flea market, who claimed they had been passed down through generations, each owner adding to their power. I laughed it off. I’m not superstitious. But I should have been.
We live in Iron Hollow, a town named after the old ironworks that once dominated the landscape. The town is small, but our house is on the outskirts, close to the abandoned railway that used to transport ore. The tracks have been silent for decades. The nearest active train line is miles away, on the other side of the ridge, and you can’t hear it even on a quiet night. Normally.
The first night after we brought the cards home, I couldn’t sleep. It was past midnight, and I heard it: a distant rumble, then the unmistakable clatter of wheels on rails. I sat up, thinking it was a dream, but it grew louder. I went to the window, but the darkness was absolute. The sound seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere. I could hear the individual bolts grinding, the creak of the couplings, the whistle of steam—impossible, cliché, but real. I checked the time. The next morning, I mentioned it to my mother, but she said she’d heard nothing. That was the first sign.
The second night, it was worse. The sounds were so clear I could pinpoint the location: it was coming from the old railway, right behind our house. I walked to the back window, and through the mist, I saw a shape—a train, but not like any modern train. It was ancient, with a towering smokestack and a cowcatcher, belching thick black smoke. It moved along the rusted tracks, but there was no light, no sound of a whistle—just the rhythmic clatter, so loud it drowned my thoughts. I felt a chill, not from the cold but from a primal fear. I closed the curtains and tried to ignore it.
Then the whispers began. Not in any language I knew, but they were in my head, in my dreams. They grew louder each night, speaking in a cadence that matched the train’s rhythm. I started seeing things: shadows at the edge of my vision, figures standing by the tracks, their faces obscured. I couldn’t tell if they were real or just my imagination, but they were always there, watching.
I tried to get rid of the cards. I told my mother we should burn them, but she refused, saying they were a gift. The next day, I found them in my room, on my nightstand, even though I’d hidden them in the trash. That’s when I knew something was wrong. I confronted the old woman, but she had vanished, leaving no trace except for a note: ‘They are yours now. You’ve been chosen. The train will come for you when you are ready.’
The sounds grew unbearable. I couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat. My hearing became hyperacute—I could hear a pin drop three rooms away, but most disturbingly, I could hear the train at all hours, even during the day, when I knew it wasn’t there. I began to research the town’s history, and I found a dark secret. Iron Hollow was built on the site of a failed mining operation. In the late 1800s, a train carrying workers went off the tracks, plunging into a ravine. All hands were lost, and they were never recovered. The company suppressed the incident. The town moved on, but the tracks remained.
I realized the cards were not just fortune-telling tools; they were a conduit, a gateway. The symbols on them matched the ones carved on the wooden box, and they were the same as the tattoos the workers had, meant to protect them from evil spirits. But the spirits had been waiting, and now I was their target. The train was their vessel, and they wanted a new conductor.
I tried to leave town, but every road led me back, as if by some unseen force. My mother, who had always been pragmatic, started behaving strangely—humming the train’s rhythm, staring at the tracks. She claimed she saw her long-dead father, who had worked on the train, waving at her. I knew then that she was being influenced too, but less strongly than me. I had to do something.
On the night of the full moon, I decided to destroy the cards. I took them to the ravine, the site of the crash, and I built a fire. As I threw the first card in, the sky darkened, and the wind howled like a banshee. The train appeared on the tracks, but this time it was close, so close I could see the face of the engineer—a skeletal figure with hollow eyes, grinning. The windows were full of ghostly faces, all staring at me. A voice boomed, not from the train but from inside my skull: ‘You cannot destroy your destiny.’
I screamed and threw the rest into the fire, but the flames didn’t consume them. They turned to ash, but the ash swirled and re-formed into a small figure—a black, smoky train. It floated into the air and entered my chest. I felt it burn, but then there was silence. The train was gone. The sounds stopped.
I thought it was over. But the next morning, I found a new card on my pillow—a card that wasn’t in the deck before. It showed a train, and on the train, it showed a figure holding a lantern, and that figure had my face. I’ve been hearing the train again, but now it’s not from outside. It’s from inside me, a rhythmic pounding in my chest, as if my heart is a locomotive. I’m writing this because I know it’s only a matter of time before I join the others. The cards are not tools of fortune; they are invitations. And I’ve accepted.