My name is Elara, and I’ve lived in the small, mist-wreathed town of Kauri Hollow all my life. It sits at the edge of a vast, tangled forest that locals whisper about but never venture into after dusk. The forest is old, older than the town, and it has a pulse of its own. I’ve always felt it, a low thrum in my bones, a feeling of being watched when I walked the dirt paths that skirted its shadow. My grandmother, the town’s unofficial herbalist, used to say that the forest was a raw place where the veil between worlds was thin. She would tap my forehead, her eyes crinkled, and tell me I had ‘the sight.’ I never quite believed her until the night of my sixth birthday.
That night, a fever had taken hold of me. My room was hot and close, the air thick with the smell of sweat and camphor liniment. I woke with a start, my heart hammering against my ribs. The moon, a pale sliver, cast a weak light through the window. And then I saw them: floating specks of light, like dust motes in a sunbeam, but they were not drifting. They were hovering, shimmering, and each one contained a tiny, distorted face. They weren’t the faces of people I knew; they were ancient, weathered, with hollow eyes and mouths stretched wide in a silent howl. They swirled around my bed, their soundless cries reaching into my very core. I tried to scream, but my throat was constricted, and all that came out was a whimper. I must have passed out, for the next thing I knew, morning light was streaming through the window, and the faces were gone. But the image of that silent, suffering choir was burned into my mind.
As I grew older, the sightings became more frequent. It wasn’t just at night anymore. In the drowsy heat of a summer afternoon, I would see their ghosts in the corners of my vision, always squarish, always in pain. My only reprieve was the school library, a dusty, old building where the bookshelves reached the high ceiling, and the smell of aging paper was a comfort. But even there, in the quietest hour, I would hear it: a faint, dry clicking, like teeth chattering, from the far stacks where no one ever went. I told no one about these things, not even my mother, who would have dismissed it as an overactive imagination. I began to keep a journal, sketching the faces I saw, trying to find a pattern. They all shared the same despair, the same frozen scream. I started calling them ‘the lantern folk,’ for they seemed to be made of light, but a cold, trapped light.
When I was twenty, my grandmother passed away. In the chaos of sorting her belongings, I found an old, leather-bound book, its spine cracked and its pages yellowed. It was her journal, filled with her spidery handwriting and detailed drawings of plants and rituals. In the back, there was a section I had never seen. It spoke of the Kauri Hollow Forest and a legend of a punishment. Long ago, a group of settlers who worshipped some dark entity in the woods were caught in a migration treaty and, as a warning, were sealed within the very soil of the forest, their souls bound to the old, hollowed-out trunks of kauri trees. The book said their spirits are trapped in ‘boxes of bark and bone,’ their voices eternally stifled, forever crying out but never heard. That was the square shape I had been seeing. They were the bones of the forest, the sleepless dead.
Driven by a desperate need to understand and perhaps, to give them peace, I decided to go into the forest. I armed myself with my grandmother’s journal, a lantern, and a talisman she had made from a piece of iron and a lock of her hair. I walked deeper than I ever had, the trees closing in around me, blocking the sky. The air grew cold, and the pulse I had always felt became a louder, heavier drumbeat. I came to a small, unnatural clearing. In the center stood a single, massive kauri tree, its trunk gnarled and scarred. And on its bark, I saw the faces. They were not distraught; they were watching me, their mouths still open in their eternal scream, but now it felt like a warning.
Suddenly, the ground began to tremble. The clicking I had heard in the library was all around me, a cacophony of tiny, hard sounds. Roots begin to writhe at my feet, and from the soil, they rose. They were like puppets made of bark and root, with hollow sockets where the faces had been, and they reached for me with gnarled, wooden hands. I stumbled backward, but they were too many. One of them touched my arm, and I felt a bone-deep chill, a cold that was ancient and merciless. I dropped my lantern, the flame sputtered and died. In the pitch black, I felt their presence all around me, the clicking turning into a low, humming dirge. I could just make out their faces, melding with the bark of the tree, as if they were being absorbed. And I knew then that my ‘gift’ was not a blessing but a beacon. They had been waiting for me, for the one who could see them. They wanted me to join them, to become a part of their bone-collector, to be the lantern that holds their spirits, forever screaming, forever heard this time.
I don’t know how I escaped. I woke up at the edge of the forest, dawn breaking, my clothes covered in moss and dirt, my grandmother’s talisman shattered. I ran home, locking every door and window, and I haven’t left my house since. I write this now with a trembling hand, for I can hear them. Not just the clicking, but actual, faint voices, pleading, crying. They are not lingering in the forest anymore. They are in the walls. They are in the floorboards. And I am filling with them, the faces pressing behind my own, trying to get out. The lantern folk have found a new home in me.