The summer I turned four, my family moved into a creaking farmhouse on the edge of a town that had one blinking stoplight and a population that preferred to mind their own business. The house was old, with peeling wallpaper and floors that sloped like they were trying to shed their history. My mother, Clara, tried to make it cheerful, but there was a room at the end of the upstairs hall that she always kept closed. She said it was for storage, but I knew better. That room was for the things we didn’t talk about.
I had a small play tent, a hand-me-down from my cousin, a garish thing of orange and green nylon that snapped up in the corner of my bedroom. It was my sanctuary, my fort, my kingdom. But it wasn’t long before I discovered I wasn’t alone in that cramped, dim space. I would crawl inside, zipping the flap shut, and I would hear a voice, low and gravelly, as if it came from the bottom of a deep well. ‘Marion,’ it would say, ‘why do you hide?’ I would answer, because I was a lonely child and even a phantom was a companion. I called him Blane. Why Blane? Because he was blue. Not a sickly gray-blue, but a vivid, electric blue, like a gas flame. And he was angry. He complained about his father, about the woods behind the house, about the way the world had treated him. I would emerge from the tent with my fists clenched, my jaw tight, and my mother would ask, ‘Who were you talking to?’ I’d say, ‘Blane. He’s blue. His father killed him.’ She would go pale and avoid my eyes. The tent stayed up for a month, but every time I left it, I felt a cold hand on my neck, and I knew Blane was watching. One evening, I came out screaming, ‘He touched me! He said he wants to come out!’ My mother tore the tent down and burned it in the fire pit. She never spoke of it again.
The tent was gone, but Blane wasn’t. He followed me into sleep. I would dream of a dark hallway, my own hallway, but longer and infinitely deeper. In the dream, I would hear his voice, not angry but pleading. ‘Marion, let me in.’ I would wake with a start, my heart pounding, and the voice would continue, filtering through the walls, drifting from the hallway outside my bedroom. It was a constant murmur, like a radio tuned to static. My father, a practical man, would walk the hall at night, checking for drafts, but I heard it, and I knew it was him. One night, I gathered all my courage and opened my door a crack. The hallway was empty, but the air was cold, and I saw a faint blue glow bleeding under the door of the closed storage room. That room, the one my mother never opened, was calling to me.
One night, I woke to a weight on my bed. I couldn’t move, frozen in that twilight between dream and waking. A figure loomed over me, tall and impossibly thin, a shadow against the pale moonlight. It leaned down, and I felt a cold, grasping hand touch my leg. The touch was electric, and I screamed, but no sound came out. The figure withdrew, and I was released. I snapped awake, gasping, and the pain was real. A bruise, purple and ugly, was forming on my calf. My parents didn’t believe me, but I saw the way my mother’s hands trembled when she saw the mark.
A few months later, I was sitting on our front porch, reading a book, when I saw an old couple walking down the dusty road. They were out of place, too well-dressed, too solemn. As they passed, the man turned his head and looked directly at me. His eyes were pale, and I felt a jolt of recognition. He raised his hand and pointed at me, a slow, deliberate gesture that froze the blood in my veins. Then he smiled, and it was a terrible smile. His companion, a woman with her hair in a bun, tugged his arm, and they continued on, disappearing around a bend. I ran inside, and my mother asked what was wrong. I told her, and she rushed to the window, but the road was empty. She hugged me tightly, and I could feel her heart beating fast.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. The house was quiet, but I knew Blane was there, and he was stronger now. The bruise on my leg throbbed. I thought about the room at the end of the hall, and I knew Blane was in there, waiting. I slipped out of bed, my feet silent on the cold floor. The door to the storage room was slightly ajar, and a whisper of blue light escaped. I pushed it open. Inside, the room was bare except for a small, dust-covered mirror propped against the wall. Above the mirror, scratched into the wood, was a name: ‘Mayhew.’ And in the mirror, I saw a reflection that wasn’t mine. It was a boy, about my age, with pale skin and hollow eyes, and he was blue. He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. He pointed at me, then at himself, and I understood. He wanted me to join him. The room grew cold, and the light flickered. I stepped forward, my hand reaching out.
My mother found me the next morning, asleep on the floor of that empty room, clutching an old photograph. In the photo, a family stood in front of this very house, a hundred years ago. Among them was a young boy with a solemn face. On the back, in faded pencil, was written: ‘Mayhew, 1892.’ I never saw Blane again, but every so often, I feel a cold touch on my leg, and I know he’s still waiting. And I wonder if, one day, he’ll have company.