Every summer, my grandmother Mable and I would drive to her cabin on Mirror Lake. The lake was a perfect circle of black water ringed by pines, and the cabin was a crooked thing of gray wood and tin roof. After my grandfather, Elias, died in the fall, Mable stopped going. The lake house sat empty, gathering dust and silence. But a year later, when she woke up one morning with the sheets twisted and her eyes red, I suggested we go. She needed the change, and I needed to be strong for her.
We arrived on a Thursday, the air thick with the smell of pine and damp earth. The cabin was just as I remembered, but everything felt muted, like the colors had been drained. Mable moved through the rooms with a quiet heaviness, touching Elias’s old fishing hat on its peg, the worn armchair by the window. I busied myself with opening windows and sweeping dust, trying to chase away the gloom. We spent the evening by the fireplace, Mable telling stories about Elias’s laughter and his terrible jokes. It felt good, almost normal.
Around ten, Mable said she was tired and headed to her bedroom at the back of the cabin. I was to sleep in the loft, but the ladder was rickety, and Mable had piled boxes of old clothes and photo albums in the corner, making it impossible. So I settled on the long sofa facing the lake window. I read a dog-eared mystery novel until my eyes blurred, then turned off the lamp. The darkness was absolute, broken only by the moon’s reflection on the water.
I must have dozed, but then I was awake, my heart thumping. The clock on the mantel ticked past 3:15. Tears came unbidden, thinking of Elias, how we used to sit on the dock and skip stones, how he’d smoke his pipe and point out constellations. I looked over at the table by the window where Elias used to set his tobacco jar. The moonlight caught a glint of something—his old pocket watch, which Mable had placed there. I stared at it, whispering, ‘I miss you, Granddad.’
The lake outside shuddered. A ripple spread from somewhere in the middle, and the reflection of the moon broke into a thousand pieces. I held my breath. Then, at the edge of the dock, a light flickered—a blue lantern, the kind Elias kept for night fishing. It floated just above the water, bobbing gently. And then it began to drift toward the cabin.
My mouth went dry. The blue light cast a spectral glow on the lapping waves. It came closer, and I saw a silhouette within it—a hunched figure, broad-shouldered, wearing a flannel shirt. The light danced across its face, and for a moment I saw Elias, not as I remembered him but as he’d looked in the last months: pale, hollow-cheeked, eyes weary. He was holding the lantern, and he raised it as if to signal me.
I should have run, but my legs were stone. The figure reached the shore, and I heard a sound—a soft clink, like a hook hitting a stone. Then the lantern light extinguished, plunging the shore into darkness. I waited, trembling, for what seemed like hours. Nothing else happened. When dawn broke, I stumbled outside. On the dock lay Elias’s old fishing rod, the one that had gone missing years ago. The reel was rusted, the line tangled. But tied to the handle was a small, waterlogged photograph—me and Elias at this very dock, both grinning. Underneath, scrawled in his handwriting: ‘Still watching over you.’
I never returned to the lake. I told Mable I couldn’t bear it, and she understood. But sometimes, when I close my eyes, I see that blue lantern floating across the water, and I wonder if he was trying to say goodbye—or if he was trying to come back.