I was nine when the fear took hold. My brother and I shared a room in our new old house, a creaking Victorian in the foothills of the Catskills, not the sunbaked plains of Utah. We had a sturdy oak bunk bed, and I, being the older, claimed the top. The room had a single window that faced the overgrown backyard, where a gnarled apple tree scraped its branches against the glass on windy nights. My brother, Sam, was seven and still afraid of the dark, so we kept a nightlight plugged into the wall socket near the door. It cast a sickly amber glow that made the shadows in the corners seem deeper.
That summer, I discovered the library’s section on the paranormal. It was a dusty corner with books on folklore, ghost sightings, and psychic phenomena. I devoured them all. I read about the Brown Lady of Raynham Hall, the Bell Witch, and the restless spirits of old asylums. To me, these were just stories—exciting, yes, but not frightening. I wasn’t one to jump at every creak. In fact, I laughed at my brother when he complained that the house ‘felt weird.’ I slept with my covers kicked off, sweaty in the humidity, and walked to the bathroom at night without a second thought.
The change came with a dream. I was in our room, but everything was off: the window was on the wrong wall, the bunk bed was gone, and in its place was a single mattress on the floor, covered with a blue coverlet with white flowers. On that mattress lay a girl, maybe twelve, with long dark hair. She wasn’t moving. I called out, but no sound came. Then the girl turned her head—her face was pale, and her eyes were solid black. She smiled. I woke with a start, my heart pounding. I dismissed it as a nightmare from too much ghost lore.
But the dream returned every night for a week, always the same. And then, during the day, I started to notice things. The blue coverlet pattern would appear in the grain of the wood floor if I looked too long. A faint smell of lavender would waft through the room, though we had no such sachet. Sam refused to play in the room, saying he ‘heard someone humming.’ I told him to stop being silly, but I secretly began to avoid the bunk bed, sleeping on the top bunk only when I was too tired to care.
One evening, about two weeks after the dreams began, I was alone in the room, reading by the light of the nightlight. The house was quiet except for the wind and the scrape of the apple tree. Suddenly, the nightlight flickered and died. The room plunged into darkness. I didn’t dare move. I could hear my own breathing, and then—a soft hum, like a lullaby, from the corner by the window. The curtains were closed, but I could see a faint blue glow, as if something was glowing through the fabric. The hum grew louder, and the glow brightened until the entire window was a solid block of blue light. The pattern of white flowers was unmistakable, like a projection.
I wanted to scream, but my throat was frozen. The hum resolved into a voice—a girl’s voice, crooning, ‘Come and sleep, come and sleep.’ The blue light began to seep from the window, pooling on the floor, spreading toward the bunk bed. It moved like liquid, leaving a wet stain that glittered. When it touched the first leg of the bunk bed, I felt a coldness climb up my spine, and the room was suddenly filled with the smell of rot and lavender. I finally managed to leap off the bed and stumbled toward the door. I grabbed the handle, but it was icy cold. I yanked it open, and the light receded as if scared of the hallway beyond.
I ran to my parents’ room and spent the rest of the night on their floor. In the morning, I told them I’d had a nightmare. Sam was quiet at breakfast, and he whispered to me, ‘She said she’d take you next, but I told her to leave you alone.’ I stared at him. ‘Who?’ ‘The girl in the blue blanket. She lives under the tree.’ I looked out the kitchen window. The apple tree’s branches were heavy with green fruit, but at the base of the trunk, I saw a patch of blue fabric, half-buried in the soil.
We moved out three months later. My parents said it was for work, but I knew the truth: my father had found a girl’s body buried under the apple tree, a runaway from the 1920s, dressed in a blue floral coverlet. The newspapers called it a ‘tragic discovery.’ But I knew better. That night, before we left, I sat in my empty room, and I apologized to the air. I told her I was sorry she was alone, but I couldn’t stay. The window was bare, and the house was silent. As I turned to leave, I saw a single flower print appear on the wall, as if stamped from the other side. And I heard a whisper, not in my ear, but in my mind: ‘Your brother lies next time.’ I never saw her again, but I still dream of that blue coverlet, and I know that it waits for the next child who sleeps alone.