When I was six, my family moved to a small, weather-beaten house at the edge of a dying mill town in upstate New York. Our home was a two-story Victorian with a peeling gray exterior and a porch that groaned under the weight of its own decay. The first time I walked through the front door, I felt a pressure in my chest, like the house was exhaling. That’s when I saw him—a boy about my age, with dark hair and wide, hollow eyes, standing at the top of the stairs. He clutched a small, red rubber ball. He didn’t speak, but I knew his name was Samuel.
My parents thought I had an imaginary friend. They indulged me when I set an extra place at the dinner table for Samuel, or when I laughed at nothing in the backyard. But they grew uneasy when objects started moving on their own. The kitchen cabinets would swing open, and a cascade of canned soup would tumble onto the floor. The front door, which stuck on humid days, would suddenly slam shut with enough force to rattle the windows. My mother began sleeping with a rosary under her pillow, though she wasn’t particularly religious.
Samuel and I were inseparable. He never spoke, but I could feel his emotions: a deep, aching loneliness, and a desperate need for connection. He loved to play catch. I would sit in the hallway, toss the red ball into the living room, and it would roll back to me, sometimes just a few inches, sometimes with a gentle bounce. Guests who came to the house would sneer at our ‘haunted’ claims. To prove them wrong, I’d do the same trick, and the ball would always return. They would leave pale and shaken.
But Samuel grew more possessive. He didn’t like when I made other friends. On the rare occasions I brought a classmate over, the house would turn hostile: doors would lock, shadows would flicker, and the ball would hit them in the back of the head. One girl, Emma, was struck so hard she had a bruise for a week. After that, my parents forbade me from having friends over. They tried to send me to counseling, but the therapist’s office felt too sterile, too bright, and I could never see any spirits there. I refused to go back.
As I grew older, I began to resent Samuel’s grip on me. I wanted to go to sleepovers, to hang out at the mall, to be a normal teenager. Every time I tried to distance myself, the house would react. One night, when I was sixteen, I told Samuel I didn’t want to play anymore. The lights flickered, and the temperature in my room plummeted. I felt a cold hand on my shoulder, and for the first time, I heard his voice—a grating, childlike whisper: ‘You’re mine.’
I started to research the history of the house. In the town archives, I found a newspaper article from 1932. A family had lived there: a mother, a father, and a boy named Samuel. The father had gone mad, and in a fit of rage, he had killed Samuel and then himself. The mother fled and never returned. I don’t know why Samuel stayed, but I understood then that his ball was the only thing that tied him to this world. He had been playing alone for decades, waiting for someone to play with.
And then, one evening, I saw my mother crying in the kitchen. She held a slip of paper—a letter from the state saying we had been evicted. The house was being condemned for structural damage. We had to be out in sixty days. I looked up at the ceiling, and I could feel Samuel’s panic, a hurricane of emotion that rattled the windows.
During the last month, Samuel became erratic. He would appear in my room at night, his face contorted with despair. He would sit on the edge of my bed and just stare, as if memorizing my features. My parents sold most of our belongings, and I packed my own boxes, but I was numb. I couldn’t imagine leaving him. On the last night, as my parents slept, I went down to the basement—a place I always avoided. In a dusty corner, I found a child’s shoe, and next to it, a tarnished locket. When I opened it, there was a tiny photo of a boy holding the red ball.
I took the locket upstairs and sat in the hallway, where I had played catch so many times. I called out Samuel’s name. He appeared, his form more solid than ever, and he reached out his hand. I placed the locket in his palm. He looked at it, then at me, and tears—real, sorrowful tears—streamed down his pale cheeks. For the first time, he pressed the ball into my hand and gave me a small, sad smile. Then he began to fade, from his feet upward, until he was nothing but a shimmer. The ball fell to the floor with a soft thud, and I felt a warmth spread through the room.
We moved the next day. I took the ball with me, tucking it into my backpack. In our new apartment, I placed it on my dresser. A week later, I woke up to find the ball on my nightstand. I smiled, thinking it was a sign that Samuel had followed me. But then, from the corner of my eye, I saw a shadow move—a small, childlike shape skittering along the wall. And I heard a voice, not in my mind but in the room, say: ‘You brought me with you.’
I turned. There was no one there. But the ball rolled off the nightstand and across the floor, coming to rest at my feet, as if waiting for me to pick it up.
I haven’t picked it up since. But I know he’s here. And sometimes, late at night, I hear the soft thud of a ball bouncing in the hallway, and I remember the price of playing with ghosts. But I keep the locket in my pocket, and I wonder if I made the right choice. I have a feeling I’ve only traded one haunting for another.